Coercion [Chapter 2]
Title: Coercion [Chapter 2]
Author: iarmella
Pairing: TakaYama, ChiiTaro
Rating: PG-13
Warning/s: Angst. M-PREG.
Summary: Underage Yamada Ryosuke gets pregnant and that's when he realized that his boyfriend is the exact opposite of what he thought Takaki was. Facing everything by himself, and getting into the most unwanted situation in the world, Yamada takes it all for his child.
Author's Note: Requested by lidya_95
Precious Chapter~♥
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Takaki picked up the big envelope from the floor.
"So you got everything settled?" he asked while pulling out the papers inside
"Yup" Yamada answered, not minding to look up from the tea he was making
A small piece of black printed paper caught Takaki's attention. Looking at the photo carefully, he gulped when he realized what it was. There was a grayish oblong thing with a crouched small figure inside, his eyes slowly turned to the name printed above. He almost dropped it when he saw 'Yamada Ryosuke'
"What is this?" he asked, deciding to scan the papers scattered around him, they were all records of the hospital, particular gynecology area. All papers named after his boyfriend
Yamada who heard the rustling of papers and Takaki's tone, quickly turned around. Ready to tell Takaki to not touch any of the papers there. He forgot to keep them somewhere but he was too late. The papers he wanted to hide were scattered on the floor, with the photo in Takaki's hands.
"Takaki-kun…" he walked closer to the living room
"What is this?" Takaki showed the papers
"I..uh--"
His anxiety was growing and the slowness of the answer got onto Takaki's nerves. He's not really the patient type.
"What!?" he shouted only for Yamada to cringe and back off a little
"We..we're having a baby" Yamada murmured softly, enough for Takaki to hear
"What did you say?" Yamada whimpered as Takaki grabbed his arm, pulling him harshly as he bent down to face Yamada
"A..a b-ba.." Yamada couldn't finish anymore as his sob took over
The way Takaki was treating him was too intimidating and he couldn't hold it. He was planning to tell Takaki already but everything was ruined
"Don't cry and just answer me!" Takaki shook him, harsher than the first one
"I---I'm two months pregnant!" he shouted, hoping that his frustration will stop
Takaki finally let go, his hands shaking as he stepped backwards. He couldn't believe his own ears, he hoped Yamada was just joking but with the way the boy cried, it only proved to him that nothing was a joke. Somehow, he could relate why Yamada's attitude was a bit different too.
"You're lying" he breathed out, truly believing himself
"I'm not" Yamada gathered up all his guts to walk closer to Takaki and take his hands. He clasped it with his tightly before then guiding them to the small lump that already formed, the sign of the life inside him.
Takaki could feel the difference of Yamada's body, he wasn't that thin before but, what made him gasp was the obvious curve of the younger boy's chest to his tummy. It was a solid lump that couldn't be mistaken as excess fats or whatsoever. He knew deep inside that it was a real baby in there.
"Wh--why are you telling me this?" he asked shakily, he wasn't ready for this yet and..
Yamada gasped when Takaki pulled his hand back. He looked up only to see Takaki's cold eyes, he had a bad feeling about it, but just kept his faith to his boyfriend. Takaki wouldn’t deny the baby, rig…
"Don't tell me it's mine" Takaki snapped coldly. Yamada's body shook as he heard those words, he opened his mouth to say something in return but was cut in with "It can't be mine"
"But..but Takaki-kun.." he started
"Why are you pushing me to this, huh? You probably think that I'm going to take responsibility of your own dirty acts with someone irresponsible!" Takaki spat out, enough for Yamada to find it hard to breathe
"Bu.."
"Besides, we only had sex for.." he stopped, he couldn't say they had sex for once only, he took the boy to bed for the whole week that time "-for the whole week, and nothing else followed, how can you be pregnant?"
"It's because you're the only one who have touched me! I never slept with someo--"
"Don't lie to me Yamada, no one will admit their own dirtiness" Takaki snapped. In a way, he knew Yamada wasn't that type of person, he is clean and honest….but he just couldn't say that, right?
The younger of the two stepped backwards, he wasn't lying. The child belongs to Takaki and he never thought that Takaki could have those thoughts about him, he didn't know that being doubted would be so painful.
"Please believe me Takaki-kun!" he begged
"Whatever, I won't take any responsibility. Find a better victim" Takaki scoffed and turned away, ready to leave
"Wait!" Yamada grabbed his arm "Please believe me"
"Don't touch me"
Takaki was already panicking but he kept himself composed and with all his might, he pushed Yamada away. He didn't mean to let the boy land on the floor but he wasn't able to help it. Even if he knew that Yamada is pregnant, he didn't feel guilty on pushing him like that
Yamada felt his back hitting the floor hardly, the sharpest pain he ever felt so far came after. And it was just a matter of seconds when his blood pooled around him.
Takaki's eyes widened at the scene, he saw how Yamada's face turn pale and the panic that built up.
"Help.." Yamada breathed out, his lips were white and his hands failed to support his stand "Takaki-kun, help me" he repeated once more, reaching out for the only person that could
"If you can't take responsibility of what you did. You better get rid of it before it's too late" and with that Takaki left the room, leaving Yamada shaking for being rejected.
How could Takaki say that? How could he do that? He wanted to kill the baby? Even if it wasn't his', how could he have the conscience to want a baby be get rid of? But that wasn't important for now, with all his might, he reached for his phone and dialed Ryutaro's number. And not a minute after, his friends came and took him to the hospital.
..
Takaki kicked the table, startling his friends who were busy playing something stupid again.
"What's wrong?" Yabu asked calmly, pausing their game. Hikaru knew it with just the way Takaki's frown curved
"He failed to get Yamada in bed" he teased, gingerly sitting beside his friend and patting him on the back
"I got him pregnant" Takaki snapped plainly
"What!?!?!?" Yabu and Hikaru exclaimed together
"Stop those stares. I won't take responsibility anyway" he groaned
"You know that it's yours and you won't take responsibility?" Yabu asked incredulously
"I'm TAKAKI Yuya, Yabu. My parents will kill me if they ever find out that I took responsibility of it" Takaki reasoned out
"You have a point, my friend. But you're dropping Yamada now, for real?" Hikaru asked
"Apparently. He doesn't look like he wants to get rid of the baby." Takaki shrugged
"No parent would want that, stupid" Yabu chuckled
"I kind of pushed him to the floor before I left, I hope it would work, he was bleeding after all" he looked down, trying to remove the image of Yamada in his head, he doesn't need to feel guilty at all, right?
"Oh god, I can't believe I befriended someone who’s trying to kill his own baby" Hikaru shook his head dramatically
"Takaki, do you know that he can die because of that as well?" Yabu frowned, not believing his friend's attitude
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Yamada slowly opened his eyes. He breathed in the comforting smell of his hospital room and looked around, his doctor was there and smiling at him gently.
"Chinen-kun and Ryutaro-kun went to buy you some flowers" Miyuki said
"How's my baby?" he asked worriedly
"The baby is fine. But I want to talk to you about something very important" she sighed
Yamada shifted a little, he didn't like that kind of sigh at all and he somehow didn't want to see her.
"You know carrying a baby isn't easy. You're too young and your own life is at stake. You have to quit school and maybe a lot of people will not be pleased even if you're fine with your situation. People might turn their backs at you. And to what I know, you don't have any family to be with. You're living alone at your own expenses and you're working part-time right?" Yamada nodded "You can't move around once your tummy gets big, you have to take of yourself and be overly conscious about the things you'll do for it can affect the baby. And is you partner knowledgeable about this?" she asked
Yamada remembered what Takaki did to him and slowly nodded
"But he doesn't want to take responsibility" he whispered
Miyuki sighed, this is what's hard about young pregnancy.
"I will get straight to the point. Your body is weak and your friends told me that you're exposed to so much stress. I want you to think about keeping the baby, very very carefully once more. It's not too late" she whispered sympathetically
Yamada blinked continuously, 'Get rid of it' he remembered Takaki's words.
"I promise to do my best" he whispered "So please take care of my baby" somehow, the moment he found out that a baby was inside him, getting protection from his fragile body, he couldn’t help but want to protect it with all his life and let him be born healthily. It would be hard of course, but he's prepared to face everything.
"That's the first step for getting ready" Miyuki smiled, standing up with a proud smile "Make me proud then" she grinned at Yamada who smiled so brightly.
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Yamada regretted trusting Takaki so much. He didn't know that the older guy was like that, doing something and not taking responsibility of it. Of course he was hurt when Takaki didn't believe him, but he swore to himself that he'd never get into the trap again. He was thrown after Takaki got what he wanted.
He promised to himself to never get distracted by Takaki anymore, he aimed to forget him but somehow he knew already that it's too impossible for deep inside, he still loves and longs for him. He just couldn’t believe he was treated that way.
Although it was against his will, Yamada had no other choice but to stop schooling. He didn't go to the university anymore and just focused on getting healthy since losing weight during pregnancy is too unacceptable. Chinen and Ryutaro were there to be with him.
At three months, his food cravings worsened. Fruits that Ryutaro bought tasted different from Chinen's even if they came from the same grocery store. There would be days where he wants Chinen's goods, and days where he wants Ryutaro's. They were able to hear the baby's heartbeat too.
At four months, his tummy went a little bigger. He always got thirsty and thus, water was always right beside him.
At five months, they were able to identify the baby's gender. It was a boy. And thus, Chinen and Ryutaro dragged him to a shopping galore. People were staring at them of course, but it seemed like no one noticed he was a boy. He glows like a girl anyways. He could feel the baby moving inside him already, especially when he changes his position.
At six months, a part of his apartment became a nursery already. Most of the baby's things were white, and few light purple, yellow and blue as well. His tummy became very big and it was hard to move around already. He felt the first hard kick inside him.
At seven months, the baby showed resistance to people touching him. He moves around too much and his kicks almost sends Yamada to breathlessness. For the past months, Yamada always picked on poor Ryutaro and favored spoiled Chinen. But whenever Ryutaro touches his tummy the baby would calm down and move around gently. But when Chinen does the touching, the baby panics and Yamada feels like the baby is brawling inside of him, as if screaming at Chinen to go away.
At eight months, Yamada couldn't go out anymore. His tummy was too big already and he couldn't do so much. He was almost bed -ridden.
They were preparing the food for the small celebration of Chinen's birthday, when the baby suddenly gave the strongest kick towards his chest. He turned pale and felt like oxygen was being knocked out of him. His legs suddenly felt numbed but came back with a sharp pain. He tried to moderate his breathing and the pain disappeared. Thinking that he was just tired, he sat on the couch but the moment he did so, the pain came back with more force. It was five days before his due date, but he could feel the baby coming already
"Ryutaro! You better bring me to the hospital!" he gritted his teeth when the two started panicking. He lost consciousness all of a sudden.
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A/N: I'm waiting for 16:00 to come ^^ There are no classes for today since the president is having his inauguration ^^ And today is the first screening day of Eclipse! Seriously people, I don't know why, but I'm watching it jsut for the sake of watching XP I'm not even a fan of twilight or whatsoever, but I surely like how Edward Cullen looks like XD But he kind'a gets uglier and uglier by each passing day....Ain't a fan, but heck, I'm watching it XD
How was this chapter? XD I hope you guys liked it!!
Want to request? Request here!
Oh and Please check out my fic RelationShits~♥ It's YabuYama biased XD New pairing that I'm venturing on!
i've always wanted to tell you...I got this from ryokimayuu ...I'm quite scared of this~ but yeah, just be honest, please. I'll try to be as brave as possible. ^^ Please try it if you have something to tell me ^^ I'd appreciate it!
Author: iarmella
Pairing: TakaYama, ChiiTaro
Rating: PG-13
Warning/s: Angst. M-PREG.
Summary: Underage Yamada Ryosuke gets pregnant and that's when he realized that his boyfriend is the exact opposite of what he thought Takaki was. Facing everything by himself, and getting into the most unwanted situation in the world, Yamada takes it all for his child.
Author's Note: Requested by lidya_95
Precious Chapter~♥
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Takaki picked up the big envelope from the floor.
"So you got everything settled?" he asked while pulling out the papers inside
"Yup" Yamada answered, not minding to look up from the tea he was making
A small piece of black printed paper caught Takaki's attention. Looking at the photo carefully, he gulped when he realized what it was. There was a grayish oblong thing with a crouched small figure inside, his eyes slowly turned to the name printed above. He almost dropped it when he saw 'Yamada Ryosuke'
"What is this?" he asked, deciding to scan the papers scattered around him, they were all records of the hospital, particular gynecology area. All papers named after his boyfriend
Yamada who heard the rustling of papers and Takaki's tone, quickly turned around. Ready to tell Takaki to not touch any of the papers there. He forgot to keep them somewhere but he was too late. The papers he wanted to hide were scattered on the floor, with the photo in Takaki's hands.
"Takaki-kun…" he walked closer to the living room
"What is this?" Takaki showed the papers
"I..uh--"
His anxiety was growing and the slowness of the answer got onto Takaki's nerves. He's not really the patient type.
"What!?" he shouted only for Yamada to cringe and back off a little
"We..we're having a baby" Yamada murmured softly, enough for Takaki to hear
"What did you say?" Yamada whimpered as Takaki grabbed his arm, pulling him harshly as he bent down to face Yamada
"A..a b-ba.." Yamada couldn't finish anymore as his sob took over
The way Takaki was treating him was too intimidating and he couldn't hold it. He was planning to tell Takaki already but everything was ruined
"Don't cry and just answer me!" Takaki shook him, harsher than the first one
"I---I'm two months pregnant!" he shouted, hoping that his frustration will stop
Takaki finally let go, his hands shaking as he stepped backwards. He couldn't believe his own ears, he hoped Yamada was just joking but with the way the boy cried, it only proved to him that nothing was a joke. Somehow, he could relate why Yamada's attitude was a bit different too.
"You're lying" he breathed out, truly believing himself
"I'm not" Yamada gathered up all his guts to walk closer to Takaki and take his hands. He clasped it with his tightly before then guiding them to the small lump that already formed, the sign of the life inside him.
Takaki could feel the difference of Yamada's body, he wasn't that thin before but, what made him gasp was the obvious curve of the younger boy's chest to his tummy. It was a solid lump that couldn't be mistaken as excess fats or whatsoever. He knew deep inside that it was a real baby in there.
"Wh--why are you telling me this?" he asked shakily, he wasn't ready for this yet and..
Yamada gasped when Takaki pulled his hand back. He looked up only to see Takaki's cold eyes, he had a bad feeling about it, but just kept his faith to his boyfriend. Takaki wouldn’t deny the baby, rig…
"Don't tell me it's mine" Takaki snapped coldly. Yamada's body shook as he heard those words, he opened his mouth to say something in return but was cut in with "It can't be mine"
"But..but Takaki-kun.." he started
"Why are you pushing me to this, huh? You probably think that I'm going to take responsibility of your own dirty acts with someone irresponsible!" Takaki spat out, enough for Yamada to find it hard to breathe
"Bu.."
"Besides, we only had sex for.." he stopped, he couldn't say they had sex for once only, he took the boy to bed for the whole week that time "-for the whole week, and nothing else followed, how can you be pregnant?"
"It's because you're the only one who have touched me! I never slept with someo--"
"Don't lie to me Yamada, no one will admit their own dirtiness" Takaki snapped. In a way, he knew Yamada wasn't that type of person, he is clean and honest….but he just couldn't say that, right?
The younger of the two stepped backwards, he wasn't lying. The child belongs to Takaki and he never thought that Takaki could have those thoughts about him, he didn't know that being doubted would be so painful.
"Please believe me Takaki-kun!" he begged
"Whatever, I won't take any responsibility. Find a better victim" Takaki scoffed and turned away, ready to leave
"Wait!" Yamada grabbed his arm "Please believe me"
"Don't touch me"
Takaki was already panicking but he kept himself composed and with all his might, he pushed Yamada away. He didn't mean to let the boy land on the floor but he wasn't able to help it. Even if he knew that Yamada is pregnant, he didn't feel guilty on pushing him like that
Yamada felt his back hitting the floor hardly, the sharpest pain he ever felt so far came after. And it was just a matter of seconds when his blood pooled around him.
Takaki's eyes widened at the scene, he saw how Yamada's face turn pale and the panic that built up.
"Help.." Yamada breathed out, his lips were white and his hands failed to support his stand "Takaki-kun, help me" he repeated once more, reaching out for the only person that could
"If you can't take responsibility of what you did. You better get rid of it before it's too late" and with that Takaki left the room, leaving Yamada shaking for being rejected.
How could Takaki say that? How could he do that? He wanted to kill the baby? Even if it wasn't his', how could he have the conscience to want a baby be get rid of? But that wasn't important for now, with all his might, he reached for his phone and dialed Ryutaro's number. And not a minute after, his friends came and took him to the hospital.
..
Takaki kicked the table, startling his friends who were busy playing something stupid again.
"What's wrong?" Yabu asked calmly, pausing their game. Hikaru knew it with just the way Takaki's frown curved
"He failed to get Yamada in bed" he teased, gingerly sitting beside his friend and patting him on the back
"I got him pregnant" Takaki snapped plainly
"What!?!?!?" Yabu and Hikaru exclaimed together
"Stop those stares. I won't take responsibility anyway" he groaned
"You know that it's yours and you won't take responsibility?" Yabu asked incredulously
"I'm TAKAKI Yuya, Yabu. My parents will kill me if they ever find out that I took responsibility of it" Takaki reasoned out
"You have a point, my friend. But you're dropping Yamada now, for real?" Hikaru asked
"Apparently. He doesn't look like he wants to get rid of the baby." Takaki shrugged
"No parent would want that, stupid" Yabu chuckled
"I kind of pushed him to the floor before I left, I hope it would work, he was bleeding after all" he looked down, trying to remove the image of Yamada in his head, he doesn't need to feel guilty at all, right?
"Oh god, I can't believe I befriended someone who’s trying to kill his own baby" Hikaru shook his head dramatically
"Takaki, do you know that he can die because of that as well?" Yabu frowned, not believing his friend's attitude
…
Yamada slowly opened his eyes. He breathed in the comforting smell of his hospital room and looked around, his doctor was there and smiling at him gently.
"Chinen-kun and Ryutaro-kun went to buy you some flowers" Miyuki said
"How's my baby?" he asked worriedly
"The baby is fine. But I want to talk to you about something very important" she sighed
Yamada shifted a little, he didn't like that kind of sigh at all and he somehow didn't want to see her.
"You know carrying a baby isn't easy. You're too young and your own life is at stake. You have to quit school and maybe a lot of people will not be pleased even if you're fine with your situation. People might turn their backs at you. And to what I know, you don't have any family to be with. You're living alone at your own expenses and you're working part-time right?" Yamada nodded "You can't move around once your tummy gets big, you have to take of yourself and be overly conscious about the things you'll do for it can affect the baby. And is you partner knowledgeable about this?" she asked
Yamada remembered what Takaki did to him and slowly nodded
"But he doesn't want to take responsibility" he whispered
Miyuki sighed, this is what's hard about young pregnancy.
"I will get straight to the point. Your body is weak and your friends told me that you're exposed to so much stress. I want you to think about keeping the baby, very very carefully once more. It's not too late" she whispered sympathetically
Yamada blinked continuously, 'Get rid of it' he remembered Takaki's words.
"I promise to do my best" he whispered "So please take care of my baby" somehow, the moment he found out that a baby was inside him, getting protection from his fragile body, he couldn’t help but want to protect it with all his life and let him be born healthily. It would be hard of course, but he's prepared to face everything.
"That's the first step for getting ready" Miyuki smiled, standing up with a proud smile "Make me proud then" she grinned at Yamada who smiled so brightly.
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Yamada regretted trusting Takaki so much. He didn't know that the older guy was like that, doing something and not taking responsibility of it. Of course he was hurt when Takaki didn't believe him, but he swore to himself that he'd never get into the trap again. He was thrown after Takaki got what he wanted.
He promised to himself to never get distracted by Takaki anymore, he aimed to forget him but somehow he knew already that it's too impossible for deep inside, he still loves and longs for him. He just couldn’t believe he was treated that way.
Although it was against his will, Yamada had no other choice but to stop schooling. He didn't go to the university anymore and just focused on getting healthy since losing weight during pregnancy is too unacceptable. Chinen and Ryutaro were there to be with him.
At three months, his food cravings worsened. Fruits that Ryutaro bought tasted different from Chinen's even if they came from the same grocery store. There would be days where he wants Chinen's goods, and days where he wants Ryutaro's. They were able to hear the baby's heartbeat too.
At four months, his tummy went a little bigger. He always got thirsty and thus, water was always right beside him.
At five months, they were able to identify the baby's gender. It was a boy. And thus, Chinen and Ryutaro dragged him to a shopping galore. People were staring at them of course, but it seemed like no one noticed he was a boy. He glows like a girl anyways. He could feel the baby moving inside him already, especially when he changes his position.
At six months, a part of his apartment became a nursery already. Most of the baby's things were white, and few light purple, yellow and blue as well. His tummy became very big and it was hard to move around already. He felt the first hard kick inside him.
At seven months, the baby showed resistance to people touching him. He moves around too much and his kicks almost sends Yamada to breathlessness. For the past months, Yamada always picked on poor Ryutaro and favored spoiled Chinen. But whenever Ryutaro touches his tummy the baby would calm down and move around gently. But when Chinen does the touching, the baby panics and Yamada feels like the baby is brawling inside of him, as if screaming at Chinen to go away.
At eight months, Yamada couldn't go out anymore. His tummy was too big already and he couldn't do so much. He was almost bed -ridden.
They were preparing the food for the small celebration of Chinen's birthday, when the baby suddenly gave the strongest kick towards his chest. He turned pale and felt like oxygen was being knocked out of him. His legs suddenly felt numbed but came back with a sharp pain. He tried to moderate his breathing and the pain disappeared. Thinking that he was just tired, he sat on the couch but the moment he did so, the pain came back with more force. It was five days before his due date, but he could feel the baby coming already
"Ryutaro! You better bring me to the hospital!" he gritted his teeth when the two started panicking. He lost consciousness all of a sudden.
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A/N: I'm waiting for 16:00 to come ^^ There are no classes for today since the president is having his inauguration ^^ And today is the first screening day of Eclipse! Seriously people, I don't know why, but I'm watching it jsut for the sake of watching XP I'm not even a fan of twilight or whatsoever, but I surely like how Edward Cullen looks like XD But he kind'a gets uglier and uglier by each passing day....Ain't a fan, but heck, I'm watching it XD
How was this chapter? XD I hope you guys liked it!!
Want to request? Request here!
Oh and Please check out my fic RelationShits~♥ It's YabuYama biased XD New pairing that I'm venturing on!
i've always wanted to tell you...I got this from ryokimayuu ...I'm quite scared of this~ but yeah, just be honest, please. I'll try to be as brave as possible. ^^ Please try it if you have something to tell me ^^ I'd appreciate it!