Dark Lights [Chapter 14]
Title: Dark Lights [Chapter 14]
Author:
iarmella
Pairing: TakaYama
Rating: PG-13
Warning/s: MPREG :)
Summary: Being the party boy that he is, Yamada finally had his first time inside a bar's cubicle. Worse, with a stranger. Worst, he got pregnant. Better, he found out that it was Takaki Yuya. Best....? Guess what?
Author's Note: Uh...the idea just popped out and I just wrote it freely. I know tooo much TakaYama.
Chapters~♥
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The twins were now three months, and Ryosuke was almost back to his normal routine before he got pregnant. The challenge of standing up by himself, gradually reduced to hardness of walking, to bending…and now he can even reach out for his babies. Yuya said he did not like the way Ryosuke was loosing too much weight, but Yuki had scolded him that it was a normal thing especially the younger one didn't seem to be a heavy eater ever since.
Kyo was noisier, and Sei followed right after his older twin had started producing incoherent sounds. And every time they were at it, Yuya and Ryosuke would just watch them conversing with each other. Like they understood each other very well. From being tiny babies from when they were born, Yuki now praised the two as they grew longer and wider with just one month outside the hospital and this reassured them that the twins' growth were as normal as any other babies.
And just like every night, Ryosuke was seated on his bed, watching his little angels sleeping and hushing them gently whenever they'll start to whimper. It had been a month now ever since Yuya went back to his pending responsibilities, he was assuming managerial positions now and is near on the top of successor's ladder.
It wouldn't be too long from now until everything of Yuya's time would be eaten by work. He was after all, expected to take over his mother's company as the second son.
..
Yuya's goals were simple, he would impress his parents, and he would have it with his freedom of doing everything.
When he was little, he thought that he did not have to care so much about their wealth. His older brother was always labelled as the heir, and although envious at first, Takaki Yuya had grown thankful that he was merely one of the heirs…and not the main heir. Because he could see the way his brother was living, yes he's a married man…happily. But he never had the time to have his own child…he was too busy and although he wanted one too, Mitsuki was also like him, determined to have a time for his family no matter what. And that stands impossible, until he gets everything about the business under his full control.
Being one of the heirs, though was too pressuring and time consuming. And he could not imagine himself if he was on Mitsuki's shoe. He might never even have the chance to meet Ryosuke if ever.
He palmed the black box inside his suitcase, before opening it to look at the simple silver rings inside with small diamond lines serving as the main stripes. He wondered when the right timing would be, it was still awkward between the two of them.
Their level of intimacy never crossed cuddling so far, ever since they officially got together. Not even kissing. Let alone, this official engagement. He was still worried that he might be pushing the younger one too much and he was still waiting for him to be so sure of what they're deciding unto. He closed the box, and kept it hidden as he counted the minutes he still has to wait before arriving home.
Ryosuke was humming before Yuya decided to knock on the door. After he was given the permission, he pushed it open and entered with a smile watching the former feeding the little ones. He immediately walked over and reached out for Sei's bottle so Ryosuke's right hand would be free.
"Why are you two wide awake?" he asked playfully kissing the cheeks of the two..who responded to it by heartily laughing.
"They slept till six pm, and I thought they wouldn't wake up…but here they are, ready to give me a graveyard shift" Ryosuke said "How was your day?" he asked
"It was horrible…they were, well, too many problems with the real estate groups…I'm impressed with their survival and performance despite the obvious war" he huffed out, sniffing on the younger one's hair. "You look tired. How about I ask the maids to look after them just for tonight?" he suggested
Yuya had expected the younger one to reject that idea, but when he nodded, he could barely say something but just smile after it sank into him.
"You're serious?" he asked, and Ryosuke nodded again.
"We need time for each other, somehow" the younger one said, and with that Yuya's heart started to beat faster. He was getting nervous, but why?
Why would Ryosuke say that? It was very evident that he's going to say something, but what would that be? It seemed serious, and Yuya just hoped that it wouldn't be anything that has got something to do with their relationship. Ryosuke wouldn't just break up with him right? They were through with that right?
But what if not? What if? Or maybe, he could put it as Ryosuke's postpartum..or what if it's not? There were too many questions running in his head, and Yuya was sure of only one thing, he was not ready to have a talk with Ryosuke yet if it's about that.
He went back to his room first to wash and change clothes, and when he came back the boys were no longer in Ryosuke's room. And the younger boy was silently seated on his bed, thinking hard about something. Why was he so serious?
"Come in" Ryosuke said and he did enter the room
"Something the matter?" he asked with uncertainty and he felt a small wash of relief when the younger one looked up to smile at him softly. He sat beside him on the bed and stared more intently this time.
"Why?"
Ryosuke didn't say anything, but just scooted closer to him, kneeling on the bed, facing him completely. It made him more nervous though. It was quick, but he did feel it…Ryosuke pressed a kiss against his cheek and his arms had already wrapped around Yuya, and his head resting on that broad shoulder.
"Why?" it was getting more awkward now, and he was so sure that his face was too red now, he couldn't even hide it. "What was that for? Why do you look so sad?" he asked
"I feel lonely..too awkward" Ryosuke mumbled, "It's like we're complete strangers again…and I don't want to keep going on like this" and Yuya was right, he knew what would be coming out of Ryosuke's mouth next would be the thing he's dreading to hear.
"You don't want to…anymore?" he asked
"Why do you keep me in one room? Aren't lovers supposed to be together every time they have? Moreover, we have kids already….why won't we be in the same room? Why do you feel like you're always holding back…? It's like we're so incomplete…too incomplete" he complained and there was wave of relief in Yuya,yet at the same time another confusion
"You mean?"
"It's lonely here, and aren't we getting married? Why do we have to stay away from each other every night…and it just doesn't feel right. When I thought of you before, I thought of a life where you're so sweet, and that we’d be happy"
"Aren't you happy?" Yuya asked worriedly though missing his parts
"Happy, more than happy. But I feel like it would be best if we're happy together, I can see and feel your own suffering too you know. And this is taking me a lot of confidence to speak out like this…" Ryosuke confessed continuously.
He just couldn't stand their relationship status for now. It was too complicated and he was quite ready now to straighten things out, and if the only way was to be this blunt…then be it.
Yuya was too confused though, confused of happiness. If he was getting the message right…then this was definitely floating up in its best form.
That night though, the night were things happened too fast…and he had acted and decided just as fast as he could..he found himself settled on Ryosuke's bed with the owner snuggling closer to him.
"Why are you laughing?" Ryosuke asked as he reached out for the older guy's neck..
"Nothing..I'm just too happy" he said, turning to his side and touching the other. "I just can't believe it…and are you really sure about this? Aren't you forcing yourself too much?"
"More than sure" Ryosuke said
"How sure?" Yuya asked again. And again.
"So sure….that I want to make love with you now." he answered with a smirk before straddling Yuya..who froze on his spot.
On top of the bedside table, was the bottle of birth control pills that Yuki secretly gave Ryosuke after he gave birth.
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A/N: Sorry I did not update last Thursday. But anyway, the comment rating is slowly decreasing T___T but yeah...I'm currently addicted with Boyfriend (a KPop group) and I think this is the very first time I ever got excited over a boyband other than HSJ.....and uh, probably because I have a twin fetish?
I hope you liked the chapter! Thanks for reading and comments are loved <3
Author:
iarmella
Pairing: TakaYama
Rating: PG-13
Warning/s: MPREG :)
Summary: Being the party boy that he is, Yamada finally had his first time inside a bar's cubicle. Worse, with a stranger. Worst, he got pregnant. Better, he found out that it was Takaki Yuya. Best....? Guess what?
Author's Note: Uh...the idea just popped out and I just wrote it freely. I know tooo much TakaYama.
Chapters~♥
---
The twins were now three months, and Ryosuke was almost back to his normal routine before he got pregnant. The challenge of standing up by himself, gradually reduced to hardness of walking, to bending…and now he can even reach out for his babies. Yuya said he did not like the way Ryosuke was loosing too much weight, but Yuki had scolded him that it was a normal thing especially the younger one didn't seem to be a heavy eater ever since.
Kyo was noisier, and Sei followed right after his older twin had started producing incoherent sounds. And every time they were at it, Yuya and Ryosuke would just watch them conversing with each other. Like they understood each other very well. From being tiny babies from when they were born, Yuki now praised the two as they grew longer and wider with just one month outside the hospital and this reassured them that the twins' growth were as normal as any other babies.
And just like every night, Ryosuke was seated on his bed, watching his little angels sleeping and hushing them gently whenever they'll start to whimper. It had been a month now ever since Yuya went back to his pending responsibilities, he was assuming managerial positions now and is near on the top of successor's ladder.
It wouldn't be too long from now until everything of Yuya's time would be eaten by work. He was after all, expected to take over his mother's company as the second son.
..
Yuya's goals were simple, he would impress his parents, and he would have it with his freedom of doing everything.
When he was little, he thought that he did not have to care so much about their wealth. His older brother was always labelled as the heir, and although envious at first, Takaki Yuya had grown thankful that he was merely one of the heirs…and not the main heir. Because he could see the way his brother was living, yes he's a married man…happily. But he never had the time to have his own child…he was too busy and although he wanted one too, Mitsuki was also like him, determined to have a time for his family no matter what. And that stands impossible, until he gets everything about the business under his full control.
Being one of the heirs, though was too pressuring and time consuming. And he could not imagine himself if he was on Mitsuki's shoe. He might never even have the chance to meet Ryosuke if ever.
He palmed the black box inside his suitcase, before opening it to look at the simple silver rings inside with small diamond lines serving as the main stripes. He wondered when the right timing would be, it was still awkward between the two of them.
Their level of intimacy never crossed cuddling so far, ever since they officially got together. Not even kissing. Let alone, this official engagement. He was still worried that he might be pushing the younger one too much and he was still waiting for him to be so sure of what they're deciding unto. He closed the box, and kept it hidden as he counted the minutes he still has to wait before arriving home.
Ryosuke was humming before Yuya decided to knock on the door. After he was given the permission, he pushed it open and entered with a smile watching the former feeding the little ones. He immediately walked over and reached out for Sei's bottle so Ryosuke's right hand would be free.
"Why are you two wide awake?" he asked playfully kissing the cheeks of the two..who responded to it by heartily laughing.
"They slept till six pm, and I thought they wouldn't wake up…but here they are, ready to give me a graveyard shift" Ryosuke said "How was your day?" he asked
"It was horrible…they were, well, too many problems with the real estate groups…I'm impressed with their survival and performance despite the obvious war" he huffed out, sniffing on the younger one's hair. "You look tired. How about I ask the maids to look after them just for tonight?" he suggested
Yuya had expected the younger one to reject that idea, but when he nodded, he could barely say something but just smile after it sank into him.
"You're serious?" he asked, and Ryosuke nodded again.
"We need time for each other, somehow" the younger one said, and with that Yuya's heart started to beat faster. He was getting nervous, but why?
Why would Ryosuke say that? It was very evident that he's going to say something, but what would that be? It seemed serious, and Yuya just hoped that it wouldn't be anything that has got something to do with their relationship. Ryosuke wouldn't just break up with him right? They were through with that right?
But what if not? What if? Or maybe, he could put it as Ryosuke's postpartum..or what if it's not? There were too many questions running in his head, and Yuya was sure of only one thing, he was not ready to have a talk with Ryosuke yet if it's about that.
He went back to his room first to wash and change clothes, and when he came back the boys were no longer in Ryosuke's room. And the younger boy was silently seated on his bed, thinking hard about something. Why was he so serious?
"Come in" Ryosuke said and he did enter the room
"Something the matter?" he asked with uncertainty and he felt a small wash of relief when the younger one looked up to smile at him softly. He sat beside him on the bed and stared more intently this time.
"Why?"
Ryosuke didn't say anything, but just scooted closer to him, kneeling on the bed, facing him completely. It made him more nervous though. It was quick, but he did feel it…Ryosuke pressed a kiss against his cheek and his arms had already wrapped around Yuya, and his head resting on that broad shoulder.
"Why?" it was getting more awkward now, and he was so sure that his face was too red now, he couldn't even hide it. "What was that for? Why do you look so sad?" he asked
"I feel lonely..too awkward" Ryosuke mumbled, "It's like we're complete strangers again…and I don't want to keep going on like this" and Yuya was right, he knew what would be coming out of Ryosuke's mouth next would be the thing he's dreading to hear.
"You don't want to…anymore?" he asked
"Why do you keep me in one room? Aren't lovers supposed to be together every time they have? Moreover, we have kids already….why won't we be in the same room? Why do you feel like you're always holding back…? It's like we're so incomplete…too incomplete" he complained and there was wave of relief in Yuya,yet at the same time another confusion
"You mean?"
"It's lonely here, and aren't we getting married? Why do we have to stay away from each other every night…and it just doesn't feel right. When I thought of you before, I thought of a life where you're so sweet, and that we’d be happy"
"Aren't you happy?" Yuya asked worriedly though missing his parts
"Happy, more than happy. But I feel like it would be best if we're happy together, I can see and feel your own suffering too you know. And this is taking me a lot of confidence to speak out like this…" Ryosuke confessed continuously.
He just couldn't stand their relationship status for now. It was too complicated and he was quite ready now to straighten things out, and if the only way was to be this blunt…then be it.
Yuya was too confused though, confused of happiness. If he was getting the message right…then this was definitely floating up in its best form.
That night though, the night were things happened too fast…and he had acted and decided just as fast as he could..he found himself settled on Ryosuke's bed with the owner snuggling closer to him.
"Why are you laughing?" Ryosuke asked as he reached out for the older guy's neck..
"Nothing..I'm just too happy" he said, turning to his side and touching the other. "I just can't believe it…and are you really sure about this? Aren't you forcing yourself too much?"
"More than sure" Ryosuke said
"How sure?" Yuya asked again. And again.
"So sure….that I want to make love with you now." he answered with a smirk before straddling Yuya..who froze on his spot.
On top of the bedside table, was the bottle of birth control pills that Yuki secretly gave Ryosuke after he gave birth.
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A/N: Sorry I did not update last Thursday. But anyway, the comment rating is slowly decreasing T___T but yeah...I'm currently addicted with Boyfriend (a KPop group) and I think this is the very first time I ever got excited over a boyband other than HSJ.....and uh, probably because I have a twin fetish?
I hope you liked the chapter! Thanks for reading and comments are loved <3