Drop off the face of the earth
I feel so unnoticed, so worthless.
I've not hung out with my best friend a week and a half. We've barely even spoken.
Why? Because she got a life, and friends, and a car. And all I do is wake up, go to school, get picked up from school, do homework, and sleep.
It's a rather boring existance.
Bri and I were talking today. We were talking about how Meg thinks I'm popular (ha! as if). We both disagree. But Bri made me feel like crap. Not purposely, I know. But she mentioned how lots of people think I'm an egotistical know it all. Great. I've been trying to get away from that image for years and years. I wasn't aware it was going on like that still. I mean, I know people think I'm weird. And I know lots of people have no clue who I even am, even if they sit right next to me in class. That's the sort of unpopular image of myself I had in my head. I didn't think there was still a bunch of outright dislike. It just makes me feel worse than I already do. And I've been feeling like shit for weeks now.
Weeks.
I even started sobbing yesterday, without a reason. Just the fact that I'm sad and lonely was enough.
I hate it.
Eh, sorry. This post doesn't have much of a point. Just needed to distract myself I guess.
I've not hung out with my best friend a week and a half. We've barely even spoken.
Why? Because she got a life, and friends, and a car. And all I do is wake up, go to school, get picked up from school, do homework, and sleep.
It's a rather boring existance.
Bri and I were talking today. We were talking about how Meg thinks I'm popular (ha! as if). We both disagree. But Bri made me feel like crap. Not purposely, I know. But she mentioned how lots of people think I'm an egotistical know it all. Great. I've been trying to get away from that image for years and years. I wasn't aware it was going on like that still. I mean, I know people think I'm weird. And I know lots of people have no clue who I even am, even if they sit right next to me in class. That's the sort of unpopular image of myself I had in my head. I didn't think there was still a bunch of outright dislike. It just makes me feel worse than I already do. And I've been feeling like shit for weeks now.
Weeks.
I even started sobbing yesterday, without a reason. Just the fact that I'm sad and lonely was enough.
I hate it.
Eh, sorry. This post doesn't have much of a point. Just needed to distract myself I guess.