whatev
I feel better and better everyday about the whole sarah situation. playing guitar more and more is helping I think, at least it allows some sort of release. why didnt I start earlier? I regret not learning years ago but whatev, I have more people that I can ask for help I suppose. I am really so-so about life right now, some stuff is good and other stuff is complete shit. I suppose I knew this before but I am relearning that there is no happy medium in life... a line from blow that george's dad says really hits me, "Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust, and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you never think you'll be up again, but life goes on." bust or flush, life goes on.