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Ive decided... i dont want to live here ANYmore.. buuuut, i dont want to go back to California, unless it means visiting. I decided i dont know what i want. at all. which sucks, cuz i really want to know. i hate not knowing. but what can you do? and the oddest things make me really sad.. like super sad.. but some pretty random things make me happy too.. i just dont know.. i do know that well.. thats another post entirely... and no dillon i wont tell you who....