Just When I Started to Calm Down
Ok so today before I left for work, my dog and I were playing. He kept spazzing on me and then running all around the house like an uncaged monkey. It was amusing. Anyways, He ran up and I grabbed him by his maine and shook him around. He had this typical Im a big dog duh..dumb look on his face. Then I grabbed the bastards nose and shook him around a little more, so he started chewing on my hand like dogs do. It got me thinking. Its so weird that dogs and humans can occupy each other and play. Two totally different animals. Then I was like damn I remember when we got the little shithead. AND HE IS A SHITHEAD. He was this little Raccoon looking fucker. Onery to. (Im not sure how to that). Anyways, I realized it was when I was in 7th grade right at the same time I was almost getting expelled for fighting. Then I realized just how long ago that was. 7th grade. I have been out of school for 2 years now. That was a while ago. So then it got me to thinking of how old he was. He is 8 years old. So yeah 7th grade was long ago for me but not for him because dogs only live for about 12 years or so. It was kinda saddening. That Dogs life is already 2/3 of the way done basically. I know they supposedly age like 7 times faster then we do and I also realize he probably has no sense of time, but still. Im gonna miss the fucker. Anyways thats not the point. That got me to thinking of how much of my life has passed me by. 20 Years. I remember being young n stuff, and it doesnt seem long ago, however, what if my life is 2/3 of the way over. What if its more. What if its like 4/5 of the way over. Would I be pleased with the person I am. Would I be happy with what I have done or experienced or do I need to do more. See if I live like I have another 50 years, my life could or will pass me by. So ratehr then calming down like it seemed I was finally doing, I think Im gonna go balls to the wall again. Life is to fuckign short to sit around and not have fun. If I go in the process then shit I was having fun in my last days. I wouldnt have it any other way. Anyways this was just a little thought process I had today. Its back to fuckin up shop!