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Dear Jotti, i'm beginning to realise how difficult it is to understand other's mentality. The person u always thought u know best, can read his mind yet there always come to a point in time u start questioning urself with doubts.
Perhaps it due to changes. Some are too fast for me to catch up. Its tough to keep up with something so intangible. Its silly to feel sorry for oneself jotti. But often, i'm unable to cross hurdles in life. many times i tripped and hurt myself badly. Choices i made aint right.
I remember myself sitting in a dark corner of ridout tea gardens at 2 am sorting out my messy thoughts. It was then emotions filled me and i've to let off and let go. sadly not all em left me. i still had to deal with the remaining. i wonder how ppl manage to eject and erase their memories. Or do they not haf any memories to begin with?
sighz.......
my sis left for kenya in early morning. she mentioned some disturbing things a night before. i pray that everything will be good. will miss her.
i'm not in much mood for genting. no polar bears this time. they are passe. its friday13th today. i ran out of luck. or had i ran out of luck a long time back? anyway jotti... i gotta run to get my passport an extension stamp. Will keep myself bz. pretty glad i'm holding on the my job. wont get to meet insincere ppl.
Perhaps it due to changes. Some are too fast for me to catch up. Its tough to keep up with something so intangible. Its silly to feel sorry for oneself jotti. But often, i'm unable to cross hurdles in life. many times i tripped and hurt myself badly. Choices i made aint right.
I remember myself sitting in a dark corner of ridout tea gardens at 2 am sorting out my messy thoughts. It was then emotions filled me and i've to let off and let go. sadly not all em left me. i still had to deal with the remaining. i wonder how ppl manage to eject and erase their memories. Or do they not haf any memories to begin with?
sighz.......
my sis left for kenya in early morning. she mentioned some disturbing things a night before. i pray that everything will be good. will miss her.
i'm not in much mood for genting. no polar bears this time. they are passe. its friday13th today. i ran out of luck. or had i ran out of luck a long time back? anyway jotti... i gotta run to get my passport an extension stamp. Will keep myself bz. pretty glad i'm holding on the my job. wont get to meet insincere ppl.