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[iansmackenzie]

so im not really what i thought id turn out to be. i just had one of the how the hell am i moments and it felt not bad but not good just like i missed the old days but im better off now. i used to hang out with the boys saying well "fuck everything and everyone" im not being i hard ass because everyone who knew me knows its true well now i wear polo and american egale and i just dont understand how i got from point A to point B i mean maybe i just matured but idk i cant think of it and now that im at point B i could never go back i could try but it would be weride and diffrent and it just wouldnt be the same

am i better off now???