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Apr 24, 2006 12:58

Nothing makes sense to me right now. I don't know what to think or believe. Hell I don't want to be believe in anything. It seems like believing in something is just a step towards trying to forget your problems....relying on the supernatural. I'm really confused by everything. I think without a doubt my summer is going to suck. All i'm going to do is work and school just like normal. And i'm going to be stuck with these same horrible headaches i've been having over the past month. And now I really have to look for somewhere to live, Tristan got kicked out and it's only a matter of time till the time comes in summer and gp's kicked me out. Which I mean I don't want to be here so it's not all that bad, but I have to find a place to go to so i'm not sleeping in my car or something. I've grown irritated with the world. And when i look back on it, I don't think i've ever felt like i fit in anywhere. So yea we'll see how things work out. Time to look for a new job, health insurance and an apartment.
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