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I never realized how terrified I was of graduating until tonight when I almost had a panic attack whilst reading. I am going to be completely done with school in 3 weeks (hopefully). I will have to find a real job. And seriously, I will. I can't keep working at Pagliacci for much longer. I feel like my head is about to explode. I have so many school things I need to do, and non-school things I need to do. I think I'm going to be having a lot of panic attacks in the coming days. Oh my god. I am having one now. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO??? I'm going to fail all of my classes and not be able to graduate!! The outlook is not good. I have been slacking majorly this quarter. I don't know what I'd do if I'm not going to graduate. Calming down. Calm down, Jen.