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::sighs::
Well the break has started. I shall be going up to Sioux City tomorrow to visit family and firends. I should hopefully have a good time. At the present I am at Gene and Russell's house. There were two parties, one Friday night and the next Saturday night. Lots of good drink was consumed... It was a good time.
Now I am bemoaning my own stupidity... I say things that I shouldn't I read things wrong I jump to the wrong conclusion and I almost always fuck up somthing that is good for me.... And I feel like I've done that with Suzie... maybe not... but a this moment, maybe not in a couple minutes but at this moment I would not hold it against her if she did not like me at all in the slightest. Gods and G-d I love her but I always fuck things up....
Well the break has started. I shall be going up to Sioux City tomorrow to visit family and firends. I should hopefully have a good time. At the present I am at Gene and Russell's house. There were two parties, one Friday night and the next Saturday night. Lots of good drink was consumed... It was a good time.
Now I am bemoaning my own stupidity... I say things that I shouldn't I read things wrong I jump to the wrong conclusion and I almost always fuck up somthing that is good for me.... And I feel like I've done that with Suzie... maybe not... but a this moment, maybe not in a couple minutes but at this moment I would not hold it against her if she did not like me at all in the slightest. Gods and G-d I love her but I always fuck things up....