they were burying my luck

[ianismyhomeboy]

nothing is fitting the standard at all. my family life, work/professional/business issues, personal habits, friendships and relationships... nothing. if my beliefs are leaning to the ultimately peaceful and karmatic side as i feel they are, i just cannot fathom what i've done now, in a previous life or whatever, to put me through the unexpected hardhips i'm going through right now. let alone why.. Fuck, maybe it's just cuz shit happens? at any rate i do learn my lessons quickly and if "history repeats itself" and personal, beneficial knacks prove to be valid, maybe this is all a sort of boot camp that i have to hastily struggle through.

so i say to you, universe,

WHAT. THE. FUCK.