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i'm done with these fucking journal accounts. i'm just gonna let them rot cause i cant find a way to delete them.
i'll just use this entry to say that i'm gonna live up to EVERYBODIES expectations and be an ass hole, not give a damn about anything, fuck everyone thats willing in the most whorish way, do as many drugs possible, and finally kill myself... cause by my own nature, i'll realize how fucked up i've become and think that thats my only way out. Oh! and i forgot to mention that i'll start cutting again. its not like anyone really cares what i am anymore. i mean i am really low... aperently as low as Ian.
So, sorry everybody for having me be a friend to you, sorry for using you all for needing to feel social. sorry for caring about everything thats happened with every one of you. tonight better be the last time i self destruct... otherwise i'm really gonna be pissed.
i'll just use this entry to say that i'm gonna live up to EVERYBODIES expectations and be an ass hole, not give a damn about anything, fuck everyone thats willing in the most whorish way, do as many drugs possible, and finally kill myself... cause by my own nature, i'll realize how fucked up i've become and think that thats my only way out. Oh! and i forgot to mention that i'll start cutting again. its not like anyone really cares what i am anymore. i mean i am really low... aperently as low as Ian.
So, sorry everybody for having me be a friend to you, sorry for using you all for needing to feel social. sorry for caring about everything thats happened with every one of you. tonight better be the last time i self destruct... otherwise i'm really gonna be pissed.