Not sure if this is better or worse
On the one hand, I think I'm getting over it. On the other hand, my subconscious keeps sending me vivid dreams in which the whole thing turns out to be a misunderstanding and we're talking again, which fucking sucks. I don't even miss any of the things we talked about. Shit, I didn't care WHAT we talked about back then. To be honest, looking back, we hardly shared any interests and I don't even know why I wanted (okay, truthfully, still want) to be around her so much. It wasn't shared interests, it wasn't selfishness, it certainly wasn't lust - though I was in love with her in a weird way. It probably isn't a healthy sign, that I can't pin down a single reason to like someone and yet would give anything just to hear from them again.
Is it possible to get addicted to a person?
Is it possible to get addicted to a person?