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I'm so broke that it hurts. I can't go to the bar and I can't get any ganja. How many resin hits can one man stand? My parents still harbor some hope that I will be able to score a job before returning to school, but I don't. I apply just to appease them. My little brother will be going to college in a year and they are going to have to pay. They have made it abundantly clear to me that I am becoming a financial drain on the family and that, after graduation, I will be cut off. They are even going to charge me rent if I stay with them. Fuck that, I'd rather move to Cali with my band. I feel that if I have a shot at making it, this is it. I need to be independent already, I don't know if I can wait another six months.