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Been updating lately, but its been cryptic.
Thinking about leaving.
Waiting, anticipating.
Basically the people i see in my everyday life, theyre mediocre, they make me want to claw my eyes out. But the people I want to be with, they have no time for me. I want to find MY artist, My muse, someone who cares about SOMETHING as passionately as I care about anything.
But that has not happened.
I cant make decisions any more, I've completely lost trust, so, do I wind up single forever now because of it?
Or what? I mean, is there more to the problem, am I that hard to be with?
I need something to direct my passions towards, be it a purpose, which I cannot have until im free of school, or a person, something.
*I dont know what I want, I think I wanted you*
Thinking about leaving.
Waiting, anticipating.
Basically the people i see in my everyday life, theyre mediocre, they make me want to claw my eyes out. But the people I want to be with, they have no time for me. I want to find MY artist, My muse, someone who cares about SOMETHING as passionately as I care about anything.
But that has not happened.
I cant make decisions any more, I've completely lost trust, so, do I wind up single forever now because of it?
Or what? I mean, is there more to the problem, am I that hard to be with?
I need something to direct my passions towards, be it a purpose, which I cannot have until im free of school, or a person, something.
*I dont know what I want, I think I wanted you*