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you know, i never really post to this thing anymore. it's been dead for me for a while.
i used to post because i thought there were certain people who still read it, but i accepted that they did not and moved on. i guess it was like i was posting so they would know i was happy without them. it was quite immature, come to think of it, but it helped me get by.
i'm on my second year of graduate school, there is a good chance i will fall in love very soon (if i haven't already), i've broken two of the three new years resolutions i made, and am happily sitting at home right now. i have a great apartment, wonderful friends, and a "new" car. it's almost july and i'm setting up a new business with my friend laura, soon to have our first real gig in august. i'm going to the beach with my wonderful guy friends next week, and could not be more content.
i have two regrets from this year.
1. accidentally sleeping with that poet fellow. creepsville. i was too drunk and should have been tucked into bed.
2. letting her back into my life. what a terrible mistake that i will never forgive myself for. love makes you blind, deaf, and dumb. although, without that experience, i would have continued to pine after her without reason. it was a blessing in disguise.
i'm kind of looking forward to the drive home from texas. i actually had fun this time around.
i used to post because i thought there were certain people who still read it, but i accepted that they did not and moved on. i guess it was like i was posting so they would know i was happy without them. it was quite immature, come to think of it, but it helped me get by.
i'm on my second year of graduate school, there is a good chance i will fall in love very soon (if i haven't already), i've broken two of the three new years resolutions i made, and am happily sitting at home right now. i have a great apartment, wonderful friends, and a "new" car. it's almost july and i'm setting up a new business with my friend laura, soon to have our first real gig in august. i'm going to the beach with my wonderful guy friends next week, and could not be more content.
i have two regrets from this year.
1. accidentally sleeping with that poet fellow. creepsville. i was too drunk and should have been tucked into bed.
2. letting her back into my life. what a terrible mistake that i will never forgive myself for. love makes you blind, deaf, and dumb. although, without that experience, i would have continued to pine after her without reason. it was a blessing in disguise.
i'm kind of looking forward to the drive home from texas. i actually had fun this time around.