wow i'm actually posting an entry

[iamxabomination]

i'm sick of going out of my way for people and getting absolutely no appreciation for it. i'm sick of being the girl to "fall back on" when it comes to a certain someone.. i don't know, feeling like second best doesn't do it for me for some reason. crazy.

i honestly can't remember the last time someone from the opposite sex has done anything nice for me even though i will go out of my way without hesitation.

i'm just overall negative about things right now.