livejournal is tres cool
okay so here the dill
I've been hurt so much, that even the good things that come up I'm afraid to take.
H---E? even though I like him..Im so scared to be in a relationship with anyone. because i dont want to be hurt the way the other one hurt me before.
friendships. well I guess i know whose my friend now. Im still hurting though because..what happened was wrong and i never got a say or an explanation...but everything happens for a reason..and even though my mom was like.. a lot of this has to do with #$%^...i was like..yeah well at least i got to see them for who they really are. Whatever.
so i realllllllllllllly like this kid. EJA----
Except thats not his real name. but he has a GIRLFRIEND mehhhh but misshyy was telling me that she thinks he likes me which would be pretty cool because then it would be like best friends dating best friends and thats pretty coolllll rightt? anyway i was with him last night and it was fun times and i dont know he was flirty but distant and OH GOD his smileeee ahhh..yeahh so yesterday we had a half day and we went to hooterss and im totally disarranging yesterdays day.. but hooters was fun and ahhh that smileeeeee :-) he reminds me of YA----- I cant write that name either. AhhhhHHHH misshy knows how bad i like him. anyway, his GF lives mucho far away so she said maybe it wont work with them and apparently she's a bitch anyway..but ehh you cant judge a book by its cover but awww greg was so nice he was like..well if he wasnt dating this other girl there wouldn't be a reason not to date you and i was like awwww thnxxx greggy but likee.. as much as i wanna date him i dont want to date a senior in high school because clearly boys cant handle college. but then again.not everyones like..>$%$. I wish i could just replace my memories. and everythings gone now. all the pics the presents the notes. i couldnt stand to have them there. because when someones out of your life you want all the belongings out too, right?
I dont know
Someone im me
OHHEMMGEEITSCT
yessss 7 days til the BDAY and 10 days til my SUPER SWEET 16!!!
I've been hurt so much, that even the good things that come up I'm afraid to take.
H---E? even though I like him..Im so scared to be in a relationship with anyone. because i dont want to be hurt the way the other one hurt me before.
friendships. well I guess i know whose my friend now. Im still hurting though because..what happened was wrong and i never got a say or an explanation...but everything happens for a reason..and even though my mom was like.. a lot of this has to do with #$%^...i was like..yeah well at least i got to see them for who they really are. Whatever.
so i realllllllllllllly like this kid. EJA----
Except thats not his real name. but he has a GIRLFRIEND mehhhh but misshyy was telling me that she thinks he likes me which would be pretty cool because then it would be like best friends dating best friends and thats pretty coolllll rightt? anyway i was with him last night and it was fun times and i dont know he was flirty but distant and OH GOD his smileeee ahhh..yeahh so yesterday we had a half day and we went to hooterss and im totally disarranging yesterdays day.. but hooters was fun and ahhh that smileeeeee :-) he reminds me of YA----- I cant write that name either. AhhhhHHHH misshy knows how bad i like him. anyway, his GF lives mucho far away so she said maybe it wont work with them and apparently she's a bitch anyway..but ehh you cant judge a book by its cover but awww greg was so nice he was like..well if he wasnt dating this other girl there wouldn't be a reason not to date you and i was like awwww thnxxx greggy but likee.. as much as i wanna date him i dont want to date a senior in high school because clearly boys cant handle college. but then again.not everyones like..>$%$. I wish i could just replace my memories. and everythings gone now. all the pics the presents the notes. i couldnt stand to have them there. because when someones out of your life you want all the belongings out too, right?
I dont know
Someone im me
OHHEMMGEEITSCT
yessss 7 days til the BDAY and 10 days til my SUPER SWEET 16!!!