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i spent all day being lazy.
with nothing but my bear with me.
jen bear makes me feel safe.
it makes me want a kid.
my S.A.D. has finally gone.
i realised something so important yesterday. how important someone is to me as a friend, and no matter how jealous i feel inside i won't try and ruin anything for her because i really truly care for her. god i have grown up, it's horrible feeling. like heartburn but beefier.
with nothing but my bear with me.
jen bear makes me feel safe.
it makes me want a kid.
my S.A.D. has finally gone.
i realised something so important yesterday. how important someone is to me as a friend, and no matter how jealous i feel inside i won't try and ruin anything for her because i really truly care for her. god i have grown up, it's horrible feeling. like heartburn but beefier.