Search and Destroy

Feb 02, 2004 07:30

We're all forced to destroy ourselves sometime.
Drink down into your stomach your sorrows-
Only to purge your defeat moments later.
You failed to feel miserable.
We are plagued with lonely.
Suckered with faux romance-That sinful sweet our heats cannot deny.
Plagued and suckered to spinning rooms and regret.
Filling the void.
We're all forced to fill ourselves with poison-
Gluttony, Nicotine, caffeine, alcohol, narcotic fixations our minds can't forget despite our heats yearning. Lucky bastard Cavemen...
We all do it to ourselves.
We love to hurt.
We hunt for pain.
Privately slitting our wrists in our mind's eye.
Refusing to quiet our minds, and settling for insomnia.
We do it all to beat you to the punch.
I figure, as time goes by, and I walk alone, no one could do much worse.
Fuck optimism.
If you have to try at it, you've already lost.
I accept my disposition.
I search and destroy.
I am my own virus, and it is my survival.
Life, a name given to this means to and end.
The biggest prank the universe ever pulled.
Jokes on us kids.
I just can't believe it's still happening.
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