Aww... life is such a...
After years of 'struggling' between leading a normal (what-everyone-should-be-doing) and a chaotic (I-wana-lead-a-wonderful-happening-life-'cause-I'll-only-live-once), I'm now finally feeling very dead and tire towards everything, everyone.
Monday to Friday is already killer with my heavy workload and concentration needed. Night is the only time that I can watch my tv peacefully and turning into a couch potato after wearing my at-least-3-inch heels for a day. Friday is the day I'm dying for as I would have happily wearing my converse and hop around in office. I missed my tees and jeans so much.
Weekends... couch potato & gaming time. I can't drag myself to go far. After months of spec wearing due to scarring on my eyeballs from wearing contacts, I've become such a lazy person that can't be bothered dress up. I guess I'll do that again after I get my lasik done which the earliest would be end of this year. Since I have to go back to my specialist to check on my eyeballs in August.
All the what-ever-clothes and shoes are hidding in my wardrobe. I'm too tire to pick myself up to know new people to continue my interest in cosplay and lolita. I know it all boils down to time management. However, I have the time and money but not the energy.
Probably 'cause I don't have much friends. I'm not the type who'll ask people out or start a conversation in msn. And that's why some might think I'm anti-social or whatsoever. But, I know that once I'm comfortable with someone, I can be such a clown.
Tire Tire Tire... I need 24 more hours a day and a life.
Monday to Friday is already killer with my heavy workload and concentration needed. Night is the only time that I can watch my tv peacefully and turning into a couch potato after wearing my at-least-3-inch heels for a day. Friday is the day I'm dying for as I would have happily wearing my converse and hop around in office. I missed my tees and jeans so much.
Weekends... couch potato & gaming time. I can't drag myself to go far. After months of spec wearing due to scarring on my eyeballs from wearing contacts, I've become such a lazy person that can't be bothered dress up. I guess I'll do that again after I get my lasik done which the earliest would be end of this year. Since I have to go back to my specialist to check on my eyeballs in August.
All the what-ever-clothes and shoes are hidding in my wardrobe. I'm too tire to pick myself up to know new people to continue my interest in cosplay and lolita. I know it all boils down to time management. However, I have the time and money but not the energy.
Probably 'cause I don't have much friends. I'm not the type who'll ask people out or start a conversation in msn. And that's why some might think I'm anti-social or whatsoever. But, I know that once I'm comfortable with someone, I can be such a clown.
Tire Tire Tire... I need 24 more hours a day and a life.