Damn it. Not fated.
Slept around 3am. Damn..
I hate the feeling of just knowing someone and he's leaving for good. No fate huh.... That's bad.
And it's gonna be a drag to work from Monday onwards... well, simply 'cause he's not around anymore.
It's a good emotional state to write songs though.... damn.
I don't know why, but yeah... I feel inferior. It's like... he's gonna study oversea, and will be a degree holder. What about me? A pathetic diploma holder still. Damn damn damn, I better start my course this year.
Feel inferior.. probably because... most of my guy friends out there (excluding church friends, polymates and colleauges -> mainly diploma, bachelor and MBA)
But well... Recently I watch a documentary from Hong Kong, and it said that female gotta lower their expectations in order to find their partner. How true... If I expect looks, I would have to forgo educations. If I expect educations, I would have to forgo looks.
Bad isn't it.
I hate the feeling of just knowing someone and he's leaving for good. No fate huh.... That's bad.
And it's gonna be a drag to work from Monday onwards... well, simply 'cause he's not around anymore.
It's a good emotional state to write songs though.... damn.
I don't know why, but yeah... I feel inferior. It's like... he's gonna study oversea, and will be a degree holder. What about me? A pathetic diploma holder still. Damn damn damn, I better start my course this year.
Feel inferior.. probably because... most of my guy friends out there (excluding church friends, polymates and colleauges -> mainly diploma, bachelor and MBA)
- one hand is enough to count degree holders
- two hands to count diploma holders
- fingers + toes are not enough to count ITE graduates and drop outs.
But well... Recently I watch a documentary from Hong Kong, and it said that female gotta lower their expectations in order to find their partner. How true... If I expect looks, I would have to forgo educations. If I expect educations, I would have to forgo looks.
Bad isn't it.
- 80% of my guy friends are Chinese/ Hokkien speaking
- 20% are English speaking