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drama drama drama drama
welcome to jordan.
drama drama drama drama
i never thought id say it, but here it comes "I cant wait to go back to school"
Ive come to the realization that things are not the same as they used to be and will not become like they were because of DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. fuck keep out of peoples business. I refuse to go to parties around here now because you never know if ____ (insert name's here) and _____ or ____ and all his buddies are going to show up and kick _____'s ass. IT doesn't matter how long ago shit happened, apparently it is all still relevant. fuck.
I want my friends they way they used to be, which was just, chillen. no one cared about other peoples business, however now is a different story.
I am tired of empty words from the lady who is supposed to be my best friend. "I want to see you everyday when we are both still in town." it has been 4 days since she said that, and i've been let down 50% of the time, the other 25% we hung out for an hour. I dont know why i keep believing her when she says that things are going to be different, that her friends are going to be in her life more. I am so naive.
When I am at school miss kirshenbaum will be SOOOOOOOOOOO much closer and i will be living with colin, steve and billy, and that will be awesome. *note to sarah*-we will make friends because i need new ones. (and i cant make them alone, nor do i want to.
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camp was loads of fun. I volunteered in the kitchen for a couple days...not long enough but it was defiantly sweet kick ass times.
-look for the ridiculous in everything and you will find it - Jules Renard
welcome to jordan.
drama drama drama drama
i never thought id say it, but here it comes "I cant wait to go back to school"
Ive come to the realization that things are not the same as they used to be and will not become like they were because of DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. fuck keep out of peoples business. I refuse to go to parties around here now because you never know if ____ (insert name's here) and _____ or ____ and all his buddies are going to show up and kick _____'s ass. IT doesn't matter how long ago shit happened, apparently it is all still relevant. fuck.
I want my friends they way they used to be, which was just, chillen. no one cared about other peoples business, however now is a different story.
I am tired of empty words from the lady who is supposed to be my best friend. "I want to see you everyday when we are both still in town." it has been 4 days since she said that, and i've been let down 50% of the time, the other 25% we hung out for an hour. I dont know why i keep believing her when she says that things are going to be different, that her friends are going to be in her life more. I am so naive.
When I am at school miss kirshenbaum will be SOOOOOOOOOOO much closer and i will be living with colin, steve and billy, and that will be awesome. *note to sarah*-we will make friends because i need new ones. (and i cant make them alone, nor do i want to.
________________________________________
camp was loads of fun. I volunteered in the kitchen for a couple days...not long enough but it was defiantly sweet kick ass times.
-look for the ridiculous in everything and you will find it - Jules Renard