hmm..
I am confused. And I don't know what to do. Thigs like this always seem to happen just in time to make me feel like a horrible person. Last friday I spent the night with a man that I used to care for deeply. And he was never interested in anything serious befor so I though why should now be any different. But It was. And now I am seeing someone that I work with and the truth is the first thing that attracted me to him was how much he reminded me of this other person. ANd now I have come to find out that this time it was different and he did want something more. Now I have all this confusion swirling inside my brain. Because I have always wanted him. And Now I will hurt someone who is a good person and doesn't deserve it if I go to him. Myheart is torn and I just wish I had the answers I seek. I am a horrible person no matter what I do. I just wish I knew where my heart will lead me through all of this. I just wish I knew.