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Ugh.
As much as I hate this holiday, this corporate glutting on the love and the insecurity in our lives, I'd like to not be alone on it for once.
I'm sitting here at my job; there is nothing going on, it's hailing these tiny cute ice pellets outside (we've got like an inch and a half of them on the ground, easy. Maybe more. I'm cold, exhausted, tired, and really I don't want to deal with the next four days. I'd be perfectly happy throwing in the towel, going home this weekend, and not ever coming back to school. This whole winter thing, as much as I like the cold, is getting to me. I'm just, I don't know, tired of dealing and accepting and sitting back and letting life punch me in the face in all the different ways it does.
I know, I know: cheery, happy entry for valentines day, right? Yea, this LJ is a whinefest about my life, and yea, I've got it good. At least I don't go to jail for expressing my opinions, I can bitch about the president and the fucked up world and how I want to leave the country all I want, and I'll get no shit for it from the government. I can work or not work, I can survive. I'm going to college, and I've got a home and a family and enough money to exist.
This doesn't change the fact that I feel like shit right now, and do on a pretty regular basis.
I'm going to stop bitching, finish fixing this computer, and then play WoW.
If anyone wants to hang out tonight and is in MA, call me.
//Dillon
As much as I hate this holiday, this corporate glutting on the love and the insecurity in our lives, I'd like to not be alone on it for once.
I'm sitting here at my job; there is nothing going on, it's hailing these tiny cute ice pellets outside (we've got like an inch and a half of them on the ground, easy. Maybe more. I'm cold, exhausted, tired, and really I don't want to deal with the next four days. I'd be perfectly happy throwing in the towel, going home this weekend, and not ever coming back to school. This whole winter thing, as much as I like the cold, is getting to me. I'm just, I don't know, tired of dealing and accepting and sitting back and letting life punch me in the face in all the different ways it does.
I know, I know: cheery, happy entry for valentines day, right? Yea, this LJ is a whinefest about my life, and yea, I've got it good. At least I don't go to jail for expressing my opinions, I can bitch about the president and the fucked up world and how I want to leave the country all I want, and I'll get no shit for it from the government. I can work or not work, I can survive. I'm going to college, and I've got a home and a family and enough money to exist.
This doesn't change the fact that I feel like shit right now, and do on a pretty regular basis.
I'm going to stop bitching, finish fixing this computer, and then play WoW.
If anyone wants to hang out tonight and is in MA, call me.
//Dillon