'everything is beautiful and you are the reason'
So Golo and I decided to give a long long long distance relationship a shot. Neither of us could imagine being with anyone else at that point, and it was silly to say we're not together but in love. Just silly. Im hoping he'll visit me during winter break or sometime in january, and then I can visit him for over a month between the end of spring semester and CEF starting up. My mom's even setting me up for telling her that Im buying a plane ticket: she keeps reminding me that my job is to help me pay for things I want to do, such as (verbatim) fun trips. Ive already started filling out the paperwork for a passport. All I need is a camera to take my passport photos and I will have my paycheck deposited around next Thursday, and then I can pay for my passport.
We've both agreed that hookups are ok, since we're so far apart. I don't know if Ill even do that, since talking with him takes away any desire for that. Its time I work on just have a good clean fun time with my friends. Some of them got pretty messed up last night, and my friend and I got uncomfortable babysitting so we left. We just went back to my friend's room and talked. :-)It was fun. Im meeting some good people that Im comfortable with. I have been pressured to get high once, but people generally respect your decision. There is definitely some undercurrentts of pressure to drink, but I can pull off being drunk without actually being drunk. If you stand up enough to them, its fine.
All in all, Im happy.
We've both agreed that hookups are ok, since we're so far apart. I don't know if Ill even do that, since talking with him takes away any desire for that. Its time I work on just have a good clean fun time with my friends. Some of them got pretty messed up last night, and my friend and I got uncomfortable babysitting so we left. We just went back to my friend's room and talked. :-)It was fun. Im meeting some good people that Im comfortable with. I have been pressured to get high once, but people generally respect your decision. There is definitely some undercurrentts of pressure to drink, but I can pull off being drunk without actually being drunk. If you stand up enough to them, its fine.
All in all, Im happy.