Low tolerance to bullshit
so bored. so moody. I need an outlet to spill my frustrations.
Left the new workplace back for the old. Realised that Beauty may be Beauty but Cosmetics don't interest me like shower gels & body lotions do. Blusher in tube, pan, cream or powder is just bloody blusher to me. Maybe it's just because I'm a sensorial person, but I'll never go back into cosmetics in my life ever again even though my secret dream job was to be a cosmetic counter girl. Most girls want to be an SIA girl, I just wanted to be a cosmetic counter girl- must be the perfectly made up face, the bright lights and the 300 different shades of pink that made it look oh so wonderful.
Unsurprisingly I still love my old workplace and the things I do. Maybe I should never have left, but then again if I didn't I wouldn't know what it is like to leave my comfort zone or to be managerial- albeit only for a month.
Speaking of managers- I kind of got my boss of this said 'new' workplace kicked out coz she is lousy boss and I thought she was stupid and inefficient. I honestly don't know if she quit or she got fired. I heard she tendered on the same day as I did. I said a lot of honest things that I didn't think she understood but when your marcomm team of 3 quit all within 4 weeks- you know you're shit. I don't regret saying them nor trying out the new place. The people were nice, the office was swank and the ambience great.
Now I still have a new boss in my workplace, same work (but more) and a new boss. She's ok, except that she doesn't step up to be the Asst Mktg Mgr appointment when she needs to. Sometimes I wonder if she's the boss or I am. I may be more senior but I honestly think that when it calls for you to pull your position especially when it comes to approval or talking to management- wtf do I have to do your job? If we really just needed another executive, why are u here? Quit the nitty gritty, plan more and step up when u need to. *pfft*
School's over for me. I finished my last paper and I got a A- grade for it, the way I see it if I didn't score between an A-B, I really might as well quit my full-time job since it was a Marketing Communications module.
WIth school out and a mounting workload with multiple projects on hand and more to come, my life just revolves around work. I'm damn tired and stressed. Thinking of picking up something new... everyone tells me I should really take up driving. So that's first on my list.
Went to Malacca for a short 3 day trip with best pals Els and Nev. Had chicken rice balls, finally bought myself a Congak board and came home with a sunburn and a Chuck addiction. (Chuck on PSP-TV was our bedtime entertainment every night). Those two lucky didn't kill themselves on the trip and Els admitted she njoys irritating Nev and I. I'm sure Nev enjoys irritating Els too not that he'd voice that out. Woe is me.
Loved SATC the movie and even more so about Gossip Girls. Am in love with Lonelyboy and S. IRL and on-screen. Chuck is great too. Can't wait for Season 2 of both serials.
Mom and Dad got divorced 2 months ago but M is contesting the divorce. More money, more property. Am honestly very sick of her bullshit. So much so that aside from Dad and Euge, I don't even want to talk about it. At all. But it cracks me up with each court session when my D tells me how the Judge questions M and the stupid illogical answers she gives. She honestly thinks she is very intelligent and she has every right to EVERYTHING she asks for when everything about her is illogical and just downright stupid. And I live with this woman. Just too depressing, tiring and irritated.
Sometimes I get to thinking that some people don't realise the blessings they have and it makes me pissed. They have the money to buy anything they want, loving family and relatives relations, people that love them and shower them with genuine emotions, vacations, yet they take it all for granted. I'd be thankful if just for a home-cooked meal- you just haven't got a clue. I know some of my closest friends think I ask stupid inane questions when I say: so what did you have for dinner yesterday? But just hearing the listed dishes makes me envy, you know? I have a job I love and it isn't like I'm lacking on a lot of things but it's the simple things and the genuine emotions they are showered with that I wish people could be more thankful for, that's all I'm saying.
Birthday's round the corner but am completely not in the mood for anything. No plans, too tired and unbothered to organize anything, I just want to sleep in on my birthday- now THAT is a great plan. Best bud M is going to LA for her bdae, now that's a wonderful bdae vacation to have. *grin* Hope she has fun.
I straightened out my crazy twisted curls and my hair is straightened with a long straight fringe. Everyone who's seen me thinks its a fabulous hair makeover from wild to little nice girl. Wacked first comments are: Dora the Explorer, looks just like a naughty kid!, Edna Mode with longer hair, so kuai!
I just have to say this but Mariah Carey's song Touch My Body just makes me laugh. Very hard. It sounds so damn stupidly lame and what bloody crazy person would sing a song like that?
Just some instances in the last few months of my self-diagnosis on why I am developing a low tolerance to bullshit.
Left the new workplace back for the old. Realised that Beauty may be Beauty but Cosmetics don't interest me like shower gels & body lotions do. Blusher in tube, pan, cream or powder is just bloody blusher to me. Maybe it's just because I'm a sensorial person, but I'll never go back into cosmetics in my life ever again even though my secret dream job was to be a cosmetic counter girl. Most girls want to be an SIA girl, I just wanted to be a cosmetic counter girl- must be the perfectly made up face, the bright lights and the 300 different shades of pink that made it look oh so wonderful.
Unsurprisingly I still love my old workplace and the things I do. Maybe I should never have left, but then again if I didn't I wouldn't know what it is like to leave my comfort zone or to be managerial- albeit only for a month.
Speaking of managers- I kind of got my boss of this said 'new' workplace kicked out coz she is lousy boss and I thought she was stupid and inefficient. I honestly don't know if she quit or she got fired. I heard she tendered on the same day as I did. I said a lot of honest things that I didn't think she understood but when your marcomm team of 3 quit all within 4 weeks- you know you're shit. I don't regret saying them nor trying out the new place. The people were nice, the office was swank and the ambience great.
Now I still have a new boss in my workplace, same work (but more) and a new boss. She's ok, except that she doesn't step up to be the Asst Mktg Mgr appointment when she needs to. Sometimes I wonder if she's the boss or I am. I may be more senior but I honestly think that when it calls for you to pull your position especially when it comes to approval or talking to management- wtf do I have to do your job? If we really just needed another executive, why are u here? Quit the nitty gritty, plan more and step up when u need to. *pfft*
School's over for me. I finished my last paper and I got a A- grade for it, the way I see it if I didn't score between an A-B, I really might as well quit my full-time job since it was a Marketing Communications module.
WIth school out and a mounting workload with multiple projects on hand and more to come, my life just revolves around work. I'm damn tired and stressed. Thinking of picking up something new... everyone tells me I should really take up driving. So that's first on my list.
Went to Malacca for a short 3 day trip with best pals Els and Nev. Had chicken rice balls, finally bought myself a Congak board and came home with a sunburn and a Chuck addiction. (Chuck on PSP-TV was our bedtime entertainment every night). Those two lucky didn't kill themselves on the trip and Els admitted she njoys irritating Nev and I. I'm sure Nev enjoys irritating Els too not that he'd voice that out. Woe is me.
Loved SATC the movie and even more so about Gossip Girls. Am in love with Lonelyboy and S. IRL and on-screen. Chuck is great too. Can't wait for Season 2 of both serials.
Mom and Dad got divorced 2 months ago but M is contesting the divorce. More money, more property. Am honestly very sick of her bullshit. So much so that aside from Dad and Euge, I don't even want to talk about it. At all. But it cracks me up with each court session when my D tells me how the Judge questions M and the stupid illogical answers she gives. She honestly thinks she is very intelligent and she has every right to EVERYTHING she asks for when everything about her is illogical and just downright stupid. And I live with this woman. Just too depressing, tiring and irritated.
Sometimes I get to thinking that some people don't realise the blessings they have and it makes me pissed. They have the money to buy anything they want, loving family and relatives relations, people that love them and shower them with genuine emotions, vacations, yet they take it all for granted. I'd be thankful if just for a home-cooked meal- you just haven't got a clue. I know some of my closest friends think I ask stupid inane questions when I say: so what did you have for dinner yesterday? But just hearing the listed dishes makes me envy, you know? I have a job I love and it isn't like I'm lacking on a lot of things but it's the simple things and the genuine emotions they are showered with that I wish people could be more thankful for, that's all I'm saying.
Birthday's round the corner but am completely not in the mood for anything. No plans, too tired and unbothered to organize anything, I just want to sleep in on my birthday- now THAT is a great plan. Best bud M is going to LA for her bdae, now that's a wonderful bdae vacation to have. *grin* Hope she has fun.
I straightened out my crazy twisted curls and my hair is straightened with a long straight fringe. Everyone who's seen me thinks its a fabulous hair makeover from wild to little nice girl. Wacked first comments are: Dora the Explorer, looks just like a naughty kid!, Edna Mode with longer hair, so kuai!
I just have to say this but Mariah Carey's song Touch My Body just makes me laugh. Very hard. It sounds so damn stupidly lame and what bloody crazy person would sing a song like that?
Just some instances in the last few months of my self-diagnosis on why I am developing a low tolerance to bullshit.