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I havn't updated this in a really long time, oh well
It's raining and I just put up christmas lights in my room, how very un-original of me
-Random Memory-
Well Nate's room has christmas lights in it and that makes me think about the time me, mike and nate smoked in the really little bathroom and ate good indian food. Then once we had like filled the whole house with axe we decided to take shots of beer from a 40 cuz mike had never really drank and all I had was a left over 40. I remember we had like one shot then got bored and ate food. I remember we didn't smoke in the backyard cuz a cop is Nate's neighbor and they were both very paranoid. Ahh good time I feel like a bunch more stuff happened and I just don't remember. Hazel might have been there.
I've seen 3 PHS teachers in 2 weeks and I saw two of them while being hella blazed, but it was chill I really don't care
Before I began writing this I had all these semi-dramatic emoish things to say and once I got here there really was no point to say them cuz like I don't wanna start shit and it is so much easier not to be all emo, gah.
One emo (kinda i think) thing...I've been thinking about taking down all the pictures and like I just don't know cuz a lot of me wants to let go completly and just be like ok it's ALL OVER, but like then there is just so much history so many good times, but it's different now. Those were of the past, but who knows, things could change again....maybe. I had so many plans for us, but the decision was made on my part and I decided that it just wasn't worth it. In ten years I will look back on the entire situation, laugh and consider myself so juvinille.
I wanna go to the snow and just chill up there, and maybe even smoke a bowl in the snow like last year with a girl I used to know. <----- I still know you we just don't speak, and thats my fault and I don't have any regrets as of now.
I'm waiting for somthing, for somone, for a change, I've been waiting for a long time, but when is the waiting going to end. I really need this chnage soon becasue this world seems so bland and a chnage is exactly what I need
Thanks Guys, I've been having a really chill motherfucking time these past weekends and weeks I love all you guys!!!!
Adios,
-Sophie-
It's raining and I just put up christmas lights in my room, how very un-original of me
-Random Memory-
Well Nate's room has christmas lights in it and that makes me think about the time me, mike and nate smoked in the really little bathroom and ate good indian food. Then once we had like filled the whole house with axe we decided to take shots of beer from a 40 cuz mike had never really drank and all I had was a left over 40. I remember we had like one shot then got bored and ate food. I remember we didn't smoke in the backyard cuz a cop is Nate's neighbor and they were both very paranoid. Ahh good time I feel like a bunch more stuff happened and I just don't remember. Hazel might have been there.
I've seen 3 PHS teachers in 2 weeks and I saw two of them while being hella blazed, but it was chill I really don't care
Before I began writing this I had all these semi-dramatic emoish things to say and once I got here there really was no point to say them cuz like I don't wanna start shit and it is so much easier not to be all emo, gah.
One emo (kinda i think) thing...I've been thinking about taking down all the pictures and like I just don't know cuz a lot of me wants to let go completly and just be like ok it's ALL OVER, but like then there is just so much history so many good times, but it's different now. Those were of the past, but who knows, things could change again....maybe. I had so many plans for us, but the decision was made on my part and I decided that it just wasn't worth it. In ten years I will look back on the entire situation, laugh and consider myself so juvinille.
I wanna go to the snow and just chill up there, and maybe even smoke a bowl in the snow like last year with a girl I used to know. <----- I still know you we just don't speak, and thats my fault and I don't have any regrets as of now.
I'm waiting for somthing, for somone, for a change, I've been waiting for a long time, but when is the waiting going to end. I really need this chnage soon becasue this world seems so bland and a chnage is exactly what I need
Thanks Guys, I've been having a really chill motherfucking time these past weekends and weeks I love all you guys!!!!
Adios,
-Sophie-