I can't believe I'm not over this.
I’ve pictured my love. I’ve pictured how it’d be. How beautiful we’d be. We’d see each other, with our faces lit, hugging each other & never wanting to let go. We’d ride the metro & everyone would watch us be us & fall asleep never wanting to leave the train. We’d run DC, make art, & rule the city. We’d get lost & find new things to fall in love with. We’d lie down next to each other with covers over our necks, staring at the ceiling, listening to music & feeling complete existence. You’d teachmehow to dance, as I make a fool out of myself. But I’d learn just because it’s what you like to do. I’d sing you to sleep, running my fingers through your hair on my lap. We’d visit Barnes & Noble or Border’s & Starbucks reading, writing, making art with all of our hearts. We’d tag the streets with our names on the wall. We’d tell every place that we’ve been to that yes, we were there. We’d have our songs & it’ll define us. We’d paint on each other’s bodies making every stroke capture our every emotion. We’d tell each other everything. We’d occasionally go to the club, catching everyone’s attention. I’d watch you on stage, thinking, “yes, he is mine. & yes, that’s him.” I’d understand & everything would be okay. We’d build a spaceship, just for the two of us, live in the stars, & run to the sun. We’d never be jealous of hip hop, because we’d know that it’s the love of our lives. We’d always give each other a piece of each other. We’d never be afraid to take risks. We’d sit in parking lots, looking at the sky, talking about everything that comes to mind. We’d hit museums & observe everything. We’d look at people, wondering what it is that they’re thinking. We’d play the name game together & laugh. We’d joke around & be stupid together. We’d be lazy, stay in bed, take a nap, & waste the day & wake up thinking that it was a great day. We’d take loads of pictures together being losers & making art. Our art would be in our cars. We’d wrestle & fight each other & be ninjas in love. Everyone would know that hey, we’re a really good couple. But really, no one’s gotta know everything right? We’d eat cereal watching tv on the couch. When you’re out partying & drinking, I’d stay sober & take care of you. When you’re sick, I’d visit you with some chicken ramen, an art magazine, & some DVDs to watch. We’d both have cingular, so you’d call me anytime. We’d go to Great Falls, just to watch the green sea. We’d experience the colors of love & of passion, not knowing that we are the inspiration of a painting bigger than we’d ever imagine. You’d visit me all of the time. We’d chill with each other’s friends & our friends would love us. We’d love God together & not only would we pray for us, we’d pray for each other. Our parents & families would love us & we’d share our time with the families. You wouldn't have to tell me all of the time. You wouldn't have to show me all of the time. You wouldn't have to surprise me all of the time to remind me. You'd look at me from accross the room & with one glance, i'd already know. You'd be my juicy. & I'd be yours. You'd know very well who you are to me. We wouldn’t just be on the same page, we’d be on the same line. You’d be my perfect verse over a tight beat. We’d somehow find a way to make everything okay because we' d know that it's worth fighting for & waiting for.