Oct 26, 2005 14:07
Last night started slow, got really fun, then ended very . . . awkwardly.
We had our big Halloween bash. Most of my friends didn't show. The only ones who did felt very uncofmortable and left early. I'm so sorry you guys. Had you arrived later, you would have had fun. Lisa (my roommate) was so pissed that you guys left. She liked you. Saw some fun costumes, and some ones that made me go "What the hell?" (Shane, mostly).
I think that a lot of people drank way more than they should have. Lots of things happened that didn't need to. What pretty much deflated my fun for the night was this one guy who really didn't understand the word 'no'. I felt sort of violated, and it's uncomfortable even sleeping in my bed right now. I understand that there are circumstances, but no matter how much you drink, always remember to back off.
I just got home from my chemistry test, and that guy is still here. I don't even want to leave my room. I don't think people understand how wrong I feel.
I'm trying to get over it, and think of the fun I had last night. No real events stick out as being particularly exciting. I just remember the people whom make me happy inside. Holly, Courtney, and Wilson - thanks for being you.