"This does not solve any of our problems today."

May 08, 2006 00:33

As it turns out, I can't seem to fall asleep tonight. There's so much on my heart and mind, which I cannot silence, thus I'm resorting to hashing it out on here, using a keyboard where the z and the y are switched, in hopes that it will help me get clear headed enough to crash.

As if that made any sense at all...

1. INSECURITIES.

lets deal with them. they're nothing but old buttons being pushed, which can happen on any given day. which is why you need to take away their authority. I'm constantly re-learning this, while also continuously learning how I am a predominantly "heart" or "feelings" guided person. In other words, my emotions tend to run the show. This sucks, because emotions do not always = reality, and for people like me, if we can't feel something, then we struggle with believing it to be true. Emotions are whimsical and unstable. Excellent.

2. The mid-life crisis........IN YOUR 20'S.

Why does this have to happen? Why are people suddenly ...oblivious? unfazed? totally confused? Seems like we all go through some sort of breakdown at some point or other. I sure have, and probably still will from time to time. I'm not trying to point the finger of blame at specific people, but I suppose I'm wanting to point it somewhere...post-modernism perhaps? I just wish this wasnt a growing trend. It wastes our time, it strangles us, and deceives us into thinking we're too effed up to even try.

3. those "your mom" jokes ARE NOT FUNNY.

I will say it again. No I wont, because you can just re-read it!! Not only is it NOT FUNNY AND UNORIGINAL, its like from the freakin 80's, people. They arent even worthy of a response, so dont even waste your brain cell saying it, or mine hearing it. PEACE OUT.

Well I can't think of anything else I wanted to rant about, but these are the current thoughts in my head. Thank you for taking time to read my sarcastic shakedown.
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