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well, tonight i found out how much my friends really like me. i got one whos a fucking cunt, and ones whos a bit of a cunt but not so much. all in all im not in the greatest of moods.
today was just like all the others. wake up, smoke, go to school, smoke, go to class, smoke, go back to class, smoke again, say hi to your girlfriend for like 5 minutes, say by to girlfriend in stupid way that sounds more like "yeah see ya". same shit different day. i need some fucking diversity. i need to fucking travel, or do something with my life. i need a band...and i need you gibson flying v...
i think i might make an appointment with the counsellor, i just need someone to sort of talk to, and just straighten some things out. yeah, that would be nice.
havent really done much with myself lately except hang out with luisa, which is really nice. we had a big ol talk the other day and it made me feel really good that i can actually keep up a conversation sometimes. sometimes when im around i feel like i dont even know who she is, or know who i am. like shes a complete stranger or something. i need to say something i want to say to her FAST! i just dont know how.
yeah all in all things are goin okay, kinda wish i did more withmyself and with her. annnnnd that would be it right now, cool.
today was just like all the others. wake up, smoke, go to school, smoke, go to class, smoke, go back to class, smoke again, say hi to your girlfriend for like 5 minutes, say by to girlfriend in stupid way that sounds more like "yeah see ya". same shit different day. i need some fucking diversity. i need to fucking travel, or do something with my life. i need a band...and i need you gibson flying v...
i think i might make an appointment with the counsellor, i just need someone to sort of talk to, and just straighten some things out. yeah, that would be nice.
havent really done much with myself lately except hang out with luisa, which is really nice. we had a big ol talk the other day and it made me feel really good that i can actually keep up a conversation sometimes. sometimes when im around i feel like i dont even know who she is, or know who i am. like shes a complete stranger or something. i need to say something i want to say to her FAST! i just dont know how.
yeah all in all things are goin okay, kinda wish i did more withmyself and with her. annnnnd that would be it right now, cool.