Aug 08, 2005 04:09
well ive been in courtenay the last couple days. nothins changed since i was here last...a couple weeks ago? haha i dont know. been hangin out with steve and my brother alot. man, i fucking love steve. i havent even known him that long but theres just something about us that clicks, and i totally consider him one of my better friends now, its rad. we had a huge man talk today about how stupid girls are. almost the exact same thing happened to us in our last relationship. crazy stuff. my brother decided to ditch us and go hang out with some people (steves ex) and a bunch of other kids at some school in comox. havnt heard from him since, he said he was gonna call when steve came over and got off of work but never did.
last night we had a pretty rad party. alot more people than i thought showed up. we didnt have much booze but it was enough i spose. we baught a flat of budweiser and between me, kate, kate, reesa, my brother, and steve we finished that off in probably less than an hour. i think i had the most (insert sexy pose here). jono and greg came over and we smoked up in the garage. fuuuuckin eh. got super ripped before we started drinking. my ex ex ex girlfriend came over which was kinda cool. she slept in my bed and that was really awkward...yuck. oh well, i was drunk so i couldve cared less who was in my bed. a bunch of emo kids showed up and i was all "whoooo the fuck are you guys" and yeah, nobody really knew any of them. yeah fun times were had that night.
okay, sappy time.
i havent talked to luisa for a few days, and i miss her a ridiculous ammount. i sent her an email today telling her about things lately that have been going on and what not. hopefully ill talk to her later today or tonight, or at least get an email back from her. fuck...i just want her to come home and try and get her back...she was the fucking love of my life..
on a lighter, less emo note. its almost my birthday!!! me and steve and my brother will be in victoria so a slosh fest is indeed in order. and luisa if you read this (which i doubt) i cant wait for your phonecall and letter. itl the be the highlight of my summer.
love love love camm.
ps. oh and shelby berkenstock, please call this number before tuesday 338 4308!!!! i want my rancid hoodie back and i fucking want to see you before i leave.
pps. i love dallas green. as un-metal as that makes me...fuck you.