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pep band= hot as hell. Novien and I went to the Ice room and got bags of it to try to cool down.
then tylers was awesome. Karaoke even though I'm tone deaf, sticking everything in sight in the chocolate fountain, awesome people.
It really was incredible. I felt very happy.
...The only thing thats sucking now and days is that I haven't really even started christmas shopping....
soo.........shit.
I'm not totally in the christmas spirit either. I don't really know what that is exactly, but If I find out I'll let you know...
and I really don't think it's about buying and receiving presents. I think that's more stress than anything else. I just remember when I was little, being so incredibly joyous (I guess) around this time of year for the sole purpose of christmas.... chopping down a christmas tree, believing in santa, sleepless christmas eve nights, throwing holly into the fire, baking cookies, leaving them out for santa, not worrying about anything. Just being carefree...infinite if you will.
I remember one year my brother got "a bell from santa's sleigh". He was so genuinely happy. We have a video of it and you can just see his face light up. That's the kind of happy at christmas time i miss.
I feel like I'm missing out this christmas cause I'm not in that spirit that only comes once a year...it's unfortunate.
okay sorry for the severe lameness of this post.
I just thought I'd throw all the out there.