Fuckin' Lame
Goddamn, most of the time I hate myself. I can just be a dick sometimes, and it really frustrates me. One would think that a college student would be mature enough to handle jealousy, but I guess I am the exception. Days like this just remind me of how much I need to grow as a person, which is definitely a sobering thought. Even though it must just be an off day, I am reminded of how much I can suck, just like everyone else. I thought I was above things like this, but I was dead wrong.
I went outside to have a cigarette, and it was the last one. I wished it would last forever, but it didn't. It went out, just like they all do eventually. I need some fucking sleep.
October 13th cannot come soon enough, and I miss you lover. Huge amounts. Sorry I was a jerk, you don't deserve it.
I went outside to have a cigarette, and it was the last one. I wished it would last forever, but it didn't. It went out, just like they all do eventually. I need some fucking sleep.
October 13th cannot come soon enough, and I miss you lover. Huge amounts. Sorry I was a jerk, you don't deserve it.