Fuck, here we go...
Feeling those urges again. I even took pictures of the last time i did it.
In a secure folder now.
Like anyone would see them.
They're faint scars now anyway.
Upper legs.
Its like the scars remind me im a failure but fresh cuts mean i'm doing ok.
Fucking stupid.
I'm eating fuck all during the day and people are beginning to pick up on it and comment i should have something.
It makes me tired.
It all makes me tired.
When am i not fucking tired though?
My head is so far away
Its like i need to book an appointment with my own thoughts.
I'm just not second guessing myself tonight.
Instict, guide me.
Intuition, take my hand.
If i do it, i do it...
Current album: TRUSTcompany - "The Lonely Position of Neutral"
In a secure folder now.
Like anyone would see them.
They're faint scars now anyway.
Upper legs.
Its like the scars remind me im a failure but fresh cuts mean i'm doing ok.
Fucking stupid.
I'm eating fuck all during the day and people are beginning to pick up on it and comment i should have something.
It makes me tired.
It all makes me tired.
When am i not fucking tired though?
My head is so far away
Its like i need to book an appointment with my own thoughts.
I'm just not second guessing myself tonight.
Instict, guide me.
Intuition, take my hand.
If i do it, i do it...
Current album: TRUSTcompany - "The Lonely Position of Neutral"