it shouldn't hurt when you're the one that breaks up with the other person
It shouldn't but it does. I really felt like I tried. So did she. Neither of us thought the other was trying. We shared a lot of feelings tonight. We shared too late. I haven't felt this alone in a long time. I tried calling what is supposed to be my best friend. He texted back saying it wasn't a good time. I have nothing to look forward to tomorrow. Nothing. I just want to feel happy again. I suppose now that she's gone. I may have a chance. It is fun to court someone right? Just have to find someone. fml