Apr 18, 2005 16:00
so, ive learned that everyday is the same. get up in the morning.....go to school....learn the same things......go to work.....go to the park......go home and do homework and get ready for bed......go to bed.....and then the next day is the same thing.
im so ready for summer to be here. hopefully i wont have to work so much either. i wanna be able to get tan and go to the park and hang out with my friends and have fun. this better be a good summer, not boring....like last summer...and my birthday better be extra good because im turning 18!!!AHHH ILL BE LEGAL (almost)!!!
im sick of my dad too. all he does is yell at me and bitch at me and he thinks thats the only way i listen to him....thats sooooo not true either. yeah, i failed my history exam but im taking it again in JULY....hopefully ill pass then. uhh, why cant i just not have passed it all ready. i hate history. and coach carlson. he cant teach and i know people agree with me on that too.
im tired and i almost got in a lot of trouble on sat night when i came home and that would have sucked major ass!!! let me tell you how close i was to getting my ass beat by my dad. i was so scared. but they trust me so it's ok, i guess.
so, the boy situation....ive heard things about jesse and i dont know if i should believe them or not. and i dont want to lose josh but i wanna go party with people and have fun but i dont know how josh would act to that and i cant decide if im gonna go back out with josh or not and go out with jesse...HELP. i dont know what to do. and if anyone has any advice then comment PLEASE...
by the way, thanks to the people/friends that have been there for me for the past 3 or 4 weeks... :D