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oh, here's a real entry for today.
today has sucked a lot so far. 0 period i couldn't play some stuff so i got mad at myself. 1st period marlo made fun of my laugh and so did the whole class, which sucks because i have a stupid laugh and people have made fun of me for it since i was a kid. so no more laughing. 2nd period i didn't understand some math and it took me a long time. 3rd period was pointless and there was nothing to do so i fell asleep. 4th period i felt like a loner sitting in the middle of the room.
overall today i have learned 1 - i am stupid. 2 - i am a loner. 3 - i shouldn't fully express myself because my laugh is hideous. 4 - i'm ugly. 5 - diets suck. but at least i've lost 5 pounds so far.
hopefully it will get better tonight. but it will most likely get worse if who i am thinking of is attached at the hip to someone else.
today has sucked a lot so far. 0 period i couldn't play some stuff so i got mad at myself. 1st period marlo made fun of my laugh and so did the whole class, which sucks because i have a stupid laugh and people have made fun of me for it since i was a kid. so no more laughing. 2nd period i didn't understand some math and it took me a long time. 3rd period was pointless and there was nothing to do so i fell asleep. 4th period i felt like a loner sitting in the middle of the room.
overall today i have learned 1 - i am stupid. 2 - i am a loner. 3 - i shouldn't fully express myself because my laugh is hideous. 4 - i'm ugly. 5 - diets suck. but at least i've lost 5 pounds so far.
hopefully it will get better tonight. but it will most likely get worse if who i am thinking of is attached at the hip to someone else.