Fails and Friends
So today I tried to make food.
This is usually not that good an idea, but I also have (so far) succeeded at this. Today I tried to make a really easy like noodle thing you just put on the stove. Like, no work. EXCEPT I SCREWED IT UP GUYS. D: All it did was boil over, and I was freaking out got really grumpy cause I was mad at myself. Everybody was like, "It's not big deal, it happens all the time" BUT IT IS.
I know it's stupid but it bothers me so much. Even if I just screwed up stupid cooking thing. I just can't stand screwing up. I think that's why I don't let myself put any effort into anything, why I don't let myself be competitive, because wrong makes me feel completely useless. D:
Which isn't good, cause I'm such a failboat. D:
In other news, today I hung out with friends. We went and got coffee and played Parcheesi or something. I was a tiger. I was eating everybody else's animals faces. XD I got third place though. D: BUT IT WAS FUN.
And every time I talk to a certain girl that I know...I really think she likes me. Like. Besides the fact...some things happened that were good...and she's acting like it was a one time thing...I'm pretty sure it's not. Just. She's saying that, but other things she says and some things she does makes me think differently. And I can hope, right? XD
This is usually not that good an idea, but I also have (so far) succeeded at this. Today I tried to make a really easy like noodle thing you just put on the stove. Like, no work. EXCEPT I SCREWED IT UP GUYS. D: All it did was boil over, and I was freaking out got really grumpy cause I was mad at myself. Everybody was like, "It's not big deal, it happens all the time" BUT IT IS.
I know it's stupid but it bothers me so much. Even if I just screwed up stupid cooking thing. I just can't stand screwing up. I think that's why I don't let myself put any effort into anything, why I don't let myself be competitive, because wrong makes me feel completely useless. D:
Which isn't good, cause I'm such a failboat. D:
In other news, today I hung out with friends. We went and got coffee and played Parcheesi or something. I was a tiger. I was eating everybody else's animals faces. XD I got third place though. D: BUT IT WAS FUN.
And every time I talk to a certain girl that I know...I really think she likes me. Like. Besides the fact...some things happened that were good...and she's acting like it was a one time thing...I'm pretty sure it's not. Just. She's saying that, but other things she says and some things she does makes me think differently. And I can hope, right? XD