Nov 03, 2007 03:09
So as usual, my life seems to go in phases. My life most definitely seems to be entering another new phase. Phases seem to be very different and drastic from each other. I tend to have very large warning signs as to when they're beginning and I've been getting them. This one is definitely setting in. Friends, employment, habits, vices, hangouts, etc... all changing. Suddenly. Old friends coming back with a vengeance, new friends from nowhere, friends I never thought would betray me fucking me over hardcore, and such on.
As usual, I'm pretty excited to be on and about this new phase. I tend to like change. Sure it brings problems. But it brings so many new opportunities. I've learned so much since the last as well. I feel I'm so much a better person since the last. It'll definitely be fun to see how things pan out. I really do hope I can hold on to my old friendships, and even make them grow during this time of change.
To those who've been with me forever, please bear with me during my moments of weakness... There may be a few of those. I'll get over it. Shit is rough right now. Things will get better. I know this. I'll try to have a good time with it all.
As for the more specifics of it all. I'll be moving to Richland for a short time. Not sure how long. Not sure where I'll be moving afterwards. Likely either with Jessie Gordon to Southmont or on my own to Ferndale near Roxbury more towards Decemberish... Not sure yet. We'll see. I do own that Beretta, but I still have no license, but I'm working on that still. I've gotta quit blowing so much money on booze, but I've been rather stressed so it's hard. Working 6 days a week, 3-4 of those often are doubles, so that doesn't make it any easier. That's just the tip of some of the icebergs, but you get the point, I think.
In happier news, I've discussed starting an acoustic band with Kolt and Shrimptoast. I'd also like to potentially start DJing again with Jeremy. The money would be great, and I absolutely love doing both things. Playing in a band and Djing were the happiest things I've ever done in my life.
So... Well... Thats whats in my crazy head right now.