Just spending 10 minutes in the car with my mother today made me want to burn my eyes out with her cigarette lighter. Sometimes I don't know whether to cry or laugh at her. What the hell was God thinking with her? She makes me afraid to have children. I hope I'm never like her. I feel like an orphan. I don't have parents, I have a 21 year old nutcase and junkie military dad....... whom I havent seen or heard from in 18 years, don't really consider that a "dad".
my mother and me