Hmmm
I am not sure what to write about. Most f the stuff I write about now days is boring to most of the people who read my journal. I am not sure anyone actually reads it.
Topic #1:
Melissa and I hung out on Thursday. It was glorious. It felt as if we were still together. We ran around doing strange girl things, held hands and sat very close with our heads against eachother. She still smells the same and still acts the same too. We sat in the basement of the antique store and on the rocks by the water. On a street up against a car and behind Weinershnitzel(?) because the brick buildings reminded us of New York. As I'm writing this it sounds like I'm describing some emo song. I guess thats the way it felt actually. We didn't kiss. Thats the only noticeable difference, along with the Non-going out thing. I guess it's easier this way and we can get to know eachother better. I want to understand her love of punk music and going to shows. I want her to show me why. Maybe that will be the next thing I ask her.
Topic #2:
Today I am going to the pumpkin patch(Ardenwood Farm). The reason we are going is obvious, to get pumpkins. I want a big smooth pumpkin because this year I'm gonna carve it very nicely. I am not sure what I wanna carve into it. I don't realy like carving the normal stuff like faces, witches, bats and cats. I think I will carve stars into it. Maybe hearts.
Topic #3:
I got a My Space account. So from now on I will be writing here and there. Probably mostly here but if you want to add me there comment here so I can send you the link.
Topic #4:
I am sick. I have a sore throat that feels drippy. I took medicine and now I'm kinda light headed and feel sorta calm. I know that I got sick from sharing a Dr. Pepper with Melissa. We drank out of the same straw. I wouldn't go back and change that, even if it meant I wouldn't be sick. I don't know why but for some reason it feels like me being sick means I have a part of her inside me. Wow I'm a freak.
Topic#5:
I ordered my shirts from Urban Outfitters. They are hot. I can't wait until they come. Also next Wednesday I am getting my hair cut which means next weekend I am dying to underneath and bangs black. It seems kinda boring writing it but if you saw it you would think it's hot too.
I want gifts. That sounds bratty and spoiled but I do. I wish I had gifts or flowers or something. I also wish I had a pen pal that I could write letters to and send them things like random plastic toys and candy.
Well thats all for right now, I might write more later. I'm leaving for the pumpkin place.
Topic #1:
Melissa and I hung out on Thursday. It was glorious. It felt as if we were still together. We ran around doing strange girl things, held hands and sat very close with our heads against eachother. She still smells the same and still acts the same too. We sat in the basement of the antique store and on the rocks by the water. On a street up against a car and behind Weinershnitzel(?) because the brick buildings reminded us of New York. As I'm writing this it sounds like I'm describing some emo song. I guess thats the way it felt actually. We didn't kiss. Thats the only noticeable difference, along with the Non-going out thing. I guess it's easier this way and we can get to know eachother better. I want to understand her love of punk music and going to shows. I want her to show me why. Maybe that will be the next thing I ask her.
Topic #2:
Today I am going to the pumpkin patch(Ardenwood Farm). The reason we are going is obvious, to get pumpkins. I want a big smooth pumpkin because this year I'm gonna carve it very nicely. I am not sure what I wanna carve into it. I don't realy like carving the normal stuff like faces, witches, bats and cats. I think I will carve stars into it. Maybe hearts.
Topic #3:
I got a My Space account. So from now on I will be writing here and there. Probably mostly here but if you want to add me there comment here so I can send you the link.
Topic #4:
I am sick. I have a sore throat that feels drippy. I took medicine and now I'm kinda light headed and feel sorta calm. I know that I got sick from sharing a Dr. Pepper with Melissa. We drank out of the same straw. I wouldn't go back and change that, even if it meant I wouldn't be sick. I don't know why but for some reason it feels like me being sick means I have a part of her inside me. Wow I'm a freak.
Topic#5:
I ordered my shirts from Urban Outfitters. They are hot. I can't wait until they come. Also next Wednesday I am getting my hair cut which means next weekend I am dying to underneath and bangs black. It seems kinda boring writing it but if you saw it you would think it's hot too.
I want gifts. That sounds bratty and spoiled but I do. I wish I had gifts or flowers or something. I also wish I had a pen pal that I could write letters to and send them things like random plastic toys and candy.
Well thats all for right now, I might write more later. I'm leaving for the pumpkin place.