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Well since Lisa reads this I guess I shouldn't say anything I ever feel for fear that it might somehow hurt her but oh well I will anyway since she has decided to be dramatic and childish and she doesn't like me anymore and that fine because I don't like her either. Anyways yesterday i have a long and interesting conversation with Melissa. We decided to be friends and start talking more. She is smart so she understand my theories on life and stuff and actually talks to me, not just listens. She does both. Thats why it sucks that she is not in love with me anymore oh well I'm a selfish bitch and I should just die anyway. I have no friends and I know she thinks I don't deserve it anyway. All of this because of the word feminine wow.