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It's been a month and three days and no fast food. I'm proud of myself. I think i'm doing well. Even though i have dreams where friends force me to eat McDonalds. They are nightmares, i wake up sweating and really mad at myself thinking i broke the fast. The Fast Food Fast. Hmm. Went climbing and ate sushi! Num Nums. My climbing endurance is rising. Instead of climbing 20 minutes, i climbed about 32 minutes. Still sore though.
I'd like to lay in the grass, hug a tree, grope a bush but my allergies would have me shoot snot all over the pretty landscape and thats not very spiritual. Hawking a fat loogie and trying to ponder life's little questions don't go "hand in hand". So now i sit in this freaking HOT room in front of this new age idiot box reading entries of past.
I felt selfish today. The lady at QFC who sold me my black licorice and Coca-Cola didn't wish me a good day. She didn't say anything to me at all until she handed me my reciept and a very robot sounding "Thank You" was unwillingly forced from her lips. The customer in front of me though, she was very talkative with and even sounded pleasant. I kept thinking did I do something wrong? Did I slap in her face? Did I burn her child's Pre-School to the ground? Did i poo in her apple cinnamon french toast swirl oatmeal? I don't remember doing any of these things. But what i should have done was stop worrying if i had done something and wished her a good day. But i didn't say anything at all, i walked off sulking.
To anyone who reads this sentence and to everyone who doesn't, have an awesome day there is something to smile about. Even if it is something silly and stupid. Like i smiled today when chopsticks stuck his paw underneath the bedroom door. He wants to come in and play. Did anything make you smile today?
I'd like to lay in the grass, hug a tree, grope a bush but my allergies would have me shoot snot all over the pretty landscape and thats not very spiritual. Hawking a fat loogie and trying to ponder life's little questions don't go "hand in hand". So now i sit in this freaking HOT room in front of this new age idiot box reading entries of past.
I felt selfish today. The lady at QFC who sold me my black licorice and Coca-Cola didn't wish me a good day. She didn't say anything to me at all until she handed me my reciept and a very robot sounding "Thank You" was unwillingly forced from her lips. The customer in front of me though, she was very talkative with and even sounded pleasant. I kept thinking did I do something wrong? Did I slap in her face? Did I burn her child's Pre-School to the ground? Did i poo in her apple cinnamon french toast swirl oatmeal? I don't remember doing any of these things. But what i should have done was stop worrying if i had done something and wished her a good day. But i didn't say anything at all, i walked off sulking.
To anyone who reads this sentence and to everyone who doesn't, have an awesome day there is something to smile about. Even if it is something silly and stupid. Like i smiled today when chopsticks stuck his paw underneath the bedroom door. He wants to come in and play. Did anything make you smile today?