Yikes!
I had the MOST insane, scary horrible dream last night. A guy forced his was into my room and raped me. I was trying so hard to say "no" and fight him but I couldn't move or talk or anything. I managed to bite his cheek but it hardly phased him. I screamed but it did nothing. It wasn't loud enough and I couldn't make it any louder. I was trying to wake myself up but couldn't. THen when I thought I had woken myself up I was actually still asleep and there was another guy in my room. Again, I tried to fight him but couldn't, and he was just standing right next to my bed as I could barely move. Then I started awake but couldn't keep myself awake and fell back into the sleep. There was the guy next to my again. Now I was trying to scream for Carey but couldn't. Back and forth between starting awake and falling asleep. One time in the sleep world (I was getting very confused by this point and could hardly tell what was what) I was trying SO HARD to get into Carey's room but I couldn't get there. I fell in the doorway and couldn't move. When I FINALLY got myself awake for any period of time. I was so very tempted to get up and run to Carey's room but I could hardly move for fear, confusion, and exhaustion, and I didn't want to wake her up by telling her about the most terrifying dream I had ever had. Needless to say, I had a horrible night's sleep last night.