Apr 29, 2008 17:24
The last two months have brought be some of the happiest and saddest times in my life.
Friday? Friday was a great day. I came to see my brother, and he was in a good mood. We watch Grandma's Boy and had some laughs. Him being a good mood always cheers me up. On Thursday, Friday and Saturday, Rosalie with being really affectionate in person and by text when we weren't hanging out together. It made me feel extremely happy. I thought for half a second and the she may be coming around.
Yesterday, her and I decided to take a break, because she is in fact not coming around and is still too attached to her boyfriend. We talked and though I mean a lot to her, theres something she get's from her current boyfriend that she says she just doesn't have with me. It has proven to be very difficult. I don't know what it is about Rosalie, but I fell for her, and I fell hard. She just has that unexplainable thing about her that makes me want to be close to her. Oh well...shit happens I guess. The nice guys finish last.
I'm super excited about my current project though (detailed in my last post). On Thursday, I did a photoshoot with Jane Edberg and it went really really well. I got some good stuff. I'm super pleased. I also made a little headway on the video side of things by securing cameras to use independent of any organizations like GavTV or CMAP. While this organizations have great equipment, you're limited in the amount of time you can use the equipment, and by using their equipment, you are required to air your work on their stations. While I will probably air my work on their stations anyway, it's nice to work outside of such constraints. The cameras I secured beyond my borther's. He's letting me use them for a while, which I'm really excited about because it'll be nice to have some decent video equipment. I'm really going to throw myself into this project. Not only to I like working on stuff like this, but I could use both the experience and the distraction. It will also be nice to keep on a demo reel and in a portfolio.
I guess that's it for now. I'll write more soon hopefully.
-Bradley B.