family photos
i have so many family photos now. i have boxes and boxes. some albums are full of people i never talk to. others are very old and i don't even know who the people are. no one cared to write down names and now i don't really have anyone to ask.
do i really want all of this? not really. do i feel obligated to keep it? yes.
its making me crazy.
im also having to go through all of my grandmas stuff that was moved into my 2nd cousin's basement. my grandma moved from a two story house to a one-room apartment and now into a nursing home. i feel like im going to have an anxiety attack by being the one to determine what is "worth" keeping.
do i really want bob ross inspired oil paintings?? do i feel like shit throwing them away??? fuuuuuuuuckkk....
I had to do all of this with my mom's stuff but at least then I lived in the same state. now it really is pointless for me to try and keep any furniture, etc. not to mention I left my apartment crammed with stuff from the bookstore. there is no room.
i have a lot of work to do and instead of doing it, i am fretting and drinking silk nog (which I love.)
and now.. im going to go sit in the nursing home some more.
do i really want all of this? not really. do i feel obligated to keep it? yes.
its making me crazy.
im also having to go through all of my grandmas stuff that was moved into my 2nd cousin's basement. my grandma moved from a two story house to a one-room apartment and now into a nursing home. i feel like im going to have an anxiety attack by being the one to determine what is "worth" keeping.
do i really want bob ross inspired oil paintings?? do i feel like shit throwing them away??? fuuuuuuuuckkk....
I had to do all of this with my mom's stuff but at least then I lived in the same state. now it really is pointless for me to try and keep any furniture, etc. not to mention I left my apartment crammed with stuff from the bookstore. there is no room.
i have a lot of work to do and instead of doing it, i am fretting and drinking silk nog (which I love.)
and now.. im going to go sit in the nursing home some more.