Nov 22, 2008 20:09
i have done nothing with this day.
my head knows that i should be upset by this, but my body just refuses to move from this same spot it’s become familiar with over the last four or five hours.
i should shower before i leave for courtney’s, where i will resume my steady stream of nothingness in a different location and in front of a television screen playing interview with a vampire.
we went to the twilight premiere on thursday night because we thought it would be funny to go all dressed up, like the fanatics do.
we slicked our hair back, painted our faces white, and wore those cheap, plastic fake vampire teeth that cut into your gums.
we even put fake blood on our lips and let it drip down everywhere, including all over my jacket.
it tasted like cough syrup, exactly.
then we were the only ones dressed up.
and it was really embarrassing.
i have so much to do before going home on tuesday, but for some reason fail to feel the urgency in anything.
i keep thinking about how weird it's going to be to be able to drive my car again next week.
and how weird it's going to be to have everything so spread out again.
i don't like how many of these sentences start with "i".
also, my room is a mess.